human (Reid x reader)

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I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am

You have bite your tongue more then once for Reid. You held your breath once. You stay awake for a few days. But you were not his number one. You faked a smile for him. You played your part like he asks you every time he messes up.

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

You could do it. But you did not know what to do. The girls know Reid was doing a lot.

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human, yeah

You are only human. You got shot and you were bleed and fell down. It was Reid that got you shot by jumping the gun. Reid yelled at you for something he did. "No Reid. I got shot case you Jumped the gun. I don't think we can be friend right now. Our friend ship is over." You yelled back at him. The team was shocked. Your friendship crashed and broke down. Your words in his head. If felt like knifes in his heart.

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything

Your like a machine. You were holding the weight of world. Your brother died.

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

You get through it. You know you can. But you don't know how.

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human, yeah

Reid did not learn from that end of friend ship thing. You were fairly pissed and heartbroken your brother died. JJ told him to let you cool off but he did not. "Y/n are you ok?" He asked. "Leave me alone." You said as you were walking to your office. "Y/n." He said. "LEAVE ME ALONE YOU GOT ME SHOT AND I AM TRYING TO GET OVER MY BROTHERS DEATH. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" You yelled at him. You when to your office it felt like knifes in your heart. Everyone looked at a shocked Reid.

I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human

Your only human. You have a right to feel hurt. You were so sad, hurt, and angry.

I can take so much
Until I've had enough

You could take so much after your brother died. Reid kept pushing you. You had enough of Reid not thinking about you. JJ came in. You looked at her. "Y/n what happened out there?" She asked shocked. You started to cry. She when over to you.

'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human, yeah

"He build me up and I fall apart. He hurt me. I got shot. He used me." You cryed. Spencer was at the door. So was the others. "Y/n I am so sorry. Please forgive." He said.

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