unveiled confidence

when you are reserved

Unkind!

Lazy!

Illiterate!

Clueless!

Stupid!

This is how the world sees me,
I'm reserved so timid refuse to take on my qualities instead compels me to his stripes;
                                              The colors of my life changes from bright colors, to shade, then to its dullest; far from recognition...
   
When you are reserved you are painted with the wrong description,

Their images becomes my images,

Their mirror becomes my face,

Their thoughts become a thread, that is sown on my flesh,
The true me is not revealed
Since it's capability of being vivid is just a mesh;

             I become someone no one can trust,
I have two personalities,
It's hard to differentiate between us,

Aaaah (sharp blow)

My life is ruin,I'm so depressed,

If they think that I'm all the negatives, what comes next?

Timid is a liar

Reserved hold me hostage

Shy is a thief

Those words tell me to neglect the good thing,which "reserved" is the chief,

Timid cheated me from my birth rights,then acts as if it's a friend ,

Shy is a culprit to my heart, it stole every details I chose to write with a pen

I'm in a cell that masquerades my body,my thoughts and my guests,

No one is able to see me
No one is able to realize that the real me is hidden,

Oh my life just seems like a mess;

Lanes and routes to misfortunes I've trod in the flesh,

My spiritually imbalance "me";

I can't believe I'm slave to a contest!

I'm taken by force to secure Mr.reserved demands!

Involuntarily I'm controlled under "reserved" command!

Yes I'm in hostage for several days,

Should I cut these walls away?

Or should I find a summer rain?

'Cause these experiences feels like an hurricane!

Right now, reserved just got served!

I have to fight back,it's not fair to fail myself

It's time to find and reveal myself!

                         Yours truly,
           The victim of being reserved