when i look into your eyes
i see the stars rise
denial is what we're filled of
but i'm not denying your dope
dope that's making me live
oh baby why won't you move
closer and closer into my arms
oh..that's your denial, shooting guns
bullets cuting my flesh
while you're holding my leash
running outta hope and life
cheating with suicide's wife
fading into blue and black
adding another fail in the stack
chasing our filthy nightmares
ruining ourselfs..that's not fair
fucked up,messed up,stupid.
stuck in life, lovin'
lovin the hate you give me
that stupid feelling ,fear
i fear my demons
i fear my life
all my thoughts i keep inside
seen by the darkness of the night
your love isn't mine
it's far away,locked inside
inside her heart
tearing me apart
the heart you love
i always knew i'm not good enough...