I feel like i love you
i feel like i care
feel like i adore you
but i am so scared
i have this feeling in my chest and it won't go away
it covers a miserable disaster of unworthy heartbreaks
it's a feeling that i never knew how to describe
it's a feeling i think it's gonna make me die
love i believe it is called.
this two faced hole
and you i believe it's called
the one who made me feel whole
i don't trust romance...and i don't trust you
till i give up and tell you everything new
in my life, in my soul, my body ,my mind
still thinking about your letter of suicide
i know you'll hurt me cause this seems unreal
this love and and apreciation i'm not meant to feel
i was down,so down before,
but i still wanna live more
and i was hurt and tore apart
but i still wanna feel your heart
i wanna feel your lips
i wanna feel your kiss
i wanna forget
wanna make you forget
it is unworthy of your soul
the memory of her
i'm so scared of falling into this deep mess of feels
so scared of feeling what i shouldn't allow myself to feel
i'm scared of you, even though you bring me peace
i'm scared of the thought you'll leave me
it stings to know i'll be just a picture
with a dimpled smile as a signature
in a long forgoten phone
but i'll leave you alone
promises don't hold,the never do
i never wanna forget you
promises aren't kept, they never were
but i still wanna know who you are
who you were and who you'll be
but most importantly
who i'll be.
who am i to you, what do i represent
who will I be to you...a regret?
i want to know and i need it
i fell for you but i don't wanna admit it
