𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐋, 13 reasons why imagines.

Jeff Atkins{8} p2

imagine jeff looking for you around the house.

jeff's p.o.v

i watched y/n walk away, right then i knew i shouldn't have blew up at her. i bit my lip and trailed my fingers through my hair. i needed to find y/n and apologize. i wasn't thinking what i was saying. i hope she would forgive me. i searched throughout the house. i found monty in the kitchen with a red plastic cup in my hand. "hey have you seen y/n?" i asked him.

monty nodded. "yeah she's on a beer run."

my eyes widened. "dude didn't you know she was drunk?!"

"no." monty said quietly. his eyes flickered to the ground. "i'm sorry i didn't know."

i needed to find her. there was a gas station near by. i rushed out of the house and started to run there. as i got closer i heard sirens and faint people talking. i end up near a car crash. there i saw a car flipped over on its back and a car scattered near to it. please don't be y/n. please don't be y/n, i repeated to myself. but that was her car flipped over. i could hear my heart shatter.

i ran over to y/n's car and effortlessly pulled her out. "sir. sir" a police officer repeated.

i put a ear to her heart. nothing. i swallow the lump in my throat. "i killed y/n" i repeated. i held y/n's lifeless body as tears escaped. my tears rolled off my cheek and landed on y/n.

after the police took away y/n, i couldn't help to condemn myself. if i shouldn't even have told her that she was a selfish slut, she would still be alive. it's all my fault. i could've stopped her but i didn't. it's all my fault. as i sat in my home, i looked at the pictures of me and y/n. i ran my hands over the pictures. "i'll join you soon, y/n." i whispered.

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i have another question.

can i share someone's netflix account because my free trial ended... i still need to catch up on all my favorite shows like riverdale, teen wolf and pretty little liars... 

if someone does let me use your netflix account, i will give them a shout out on here and on my page. and i'll name my character in my book your name. but this is for the person who shares it with me first.