Silent Scream: Blue Exorcist Fanfiction

Music

-Third's Pov-

Rin never would've thought he had depression.

To be honest...

It makes him feel like shit...

According to Sei.

Depression is a mental health disorder that characterized by persistently depressed mood or loss of interest in activities, causing significant impairment in daily life.

Over more than billion people around the world have it.

Most people feel anxious or would feel depressed at times.

Example.

Losing a loved one, getting fired from a job, going through a divorce, and other difficult things.

Rin now knows...

Rin: Maybe...I started getting depressed over the death of Dad...It probably got worse when Yukio started blaming me. When he told me to go die...

Rin wanted to cry again...

But crying won't help now would it....?

He was just tired of being everyone's punching bag.

Gosu: Here. Sei wanted me to give you this.

Rin: Huh?

Rin looked at his hand that now hold an electronic device.

Rin: What is this...?

Gosu stared in shock before asking:

"You don't know what an IOS phone is?! Troublesome! You need help! Really!"

Rin: H-Hey! Just because I never really had a phone does not mean I don't know what it is!

A/N: Yeah...I'm not sure if Rin owns a phone in the series. But if he does, please tell me.

Rin: B-But I just want to know why are you giving me this?

Gosu: To listen to music. Music is good for the soul. It helps take your mind off of things.

Rin nods as grabs the headphones and install it inside the slot in the phone where you hear music from.

Rin: Now what...?

Gosu: Go to YouTube. You might like one of the music they play on there. It's that little red button that has a triangle on it.

Rin nods again before going to YouTube and plays one of music he never heard before.

Rin: So alone by. Anna Blue...?

Gosu made a small smile.

Gosu: Good choice. She's a musical artist. Her songs are one of the best I ever heard.

Rin plays the music video.

There he saw a sad emo girl in her room looking at a mirror.

Rin: She looks so...sad. Like me.

The song begins to play.

My face against the window pane
A tear for every drop of rain.

Rin: Wow....

I am so lonely and so sad!
You're the reason that I'm feeling bad!
I am so lonely and so sad,
Living in a dream I've never had!

Rin:....No way...

The way the girl sings...She reminded Rin of well...him.

This girl in the video was just like him...

Lonely...Depressed...Sad...Empty.

She wanted her voice to be known.

Just like how he wanted everyone to noticed his pain...

His misery...

He didn't want to be the son of Satan...

He just wanted to be himself.

He wanted to scream...

His Silent Scream...