Who's It Gonna Be

Over

Jackson's P.o.V:

Usually, when I'm upset or angry, I go to the gym, but this time, I couldn't get F/N off my mind. This is all my fault. I should have never accused her of cheating. I'm an idiot! I thought to myself. I need to go apologize. I pulled up to my place and ran inside. Upon entering I ran strait into our leader JB.
"Hey slow down Jackson? What's up with you?" He asked, slightly annoyed.
"Do you know where F/N is?" I asked him.
"Upstairs with Jinyoung. She looked upset earlier. What's going on?" He asked concerned.
"I messed up, and I need to apologize." I said as I headed to Jinyoungs room. Before I opened the door, I heard their voices.
"Well there's no easy way to say this. I love you so much. Please say you love me back." I heard Jinyoung say. Was he taking to F/N?
"Oh. I love you too Jinyoung." She said with her adorable laugh. I couldn't believe what I had heard. I walked in to see them holding hands.
"So it's true. You are cheating on me with Jinyoung." I said. I was completely broken. I loved her with all my heart. Shared the deepest parts of myself, that even the other guys didn't know about. I trusted her, and she tore my heart right out of my chest. When she heard my voice, she immediately let go of Jinyoung and rushed over to me. I stepped back from her, and I could see the hurt in her eyes and felt bad. The worst part was that I still cared, and that made me mad.
"I can explain..." She said quietly.
"Just don't. I trusted you...how could you?" I said. Tears now running down my face. I felt lame crying in front if her, but the tears kept coming.
"And you weren't wrong to. I know this looks bad, but we can move past it. This is-" I cut her off shaking my head.
"Let me guess. It isn't what I think. You want to know what I think...I think we should take a break. A long break." She shook her head frantically and clung to me. Tears were pouring from her already watery eyes now.
"No. Please just give me a chance to explain! Please don't do this to me. You don't know what you're doing to me." She begged. I had the urge to drop down and kiss her and hug her forever, but I restrained myself.
"Goodbye F/N. I hope you two are happy together." I said looking at Jinyoung. Then I left. Where I would go? I didn't know yet, but I had to leave.
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F/N's P.o.V:

I watched him walk away. I wanted to run after him, but I couldn't move from my spot on the floor. Jinyoung came and put a hand on my shoulder.
"Im sorry." He said. At this I broke down, sobbing like a child. He tried to comfort me, but I pushed him away gently.
"I'm sorry. I'm not mad at you, I just...I need to be alone." I got up and went to leave.
"Wait! You can't be driving in the state you're in." He grabbed my arm, but I pulled it from his grip and left. I got in the car and called Y/N.
"What do you want?" She answered annoyed.
"I know we're not on the best of terms, but I need help. You are the only one I can go to." The line went quiet and I feared she hung up.
"Why don't you go talk to Jackson?" She said with venom in her voice. I knew she wouldn't forgive me that easily.
"Right. I'm so sorry..." I hung up. I felt like my world was ending. I didn't know what to do with myself. The only option in my distraught mind was to numb the pain. I stopped at the store to load up on alcohol and headed home. When I got there I cracked open a bottle and drowned out all of my emotions.

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Y/N's P.o.V:

After F/N hung up, I was mad. She had some nerve asking for my help after how she acted. But something was off about that call. She didn't sound ok, and she actually apologized. She never does that, so I got suspicious. My curiosity getting the best of my anger, I went to her house to see what was up. It was eerily quiet and I slowly walked around looking for any sign of her. I heard sniffling coming from the bathroom. Upon inspection, I found F/N with a bottle in her hand, leaning against the counter. I could tell she was drunk by her unstable swaying. Not that I haven't come home to her this drunk before, but after the phone call from earlier, I was worried.

"Hey...what's going on?" I asked curiously. I guess she didn't hear me come in because she jumped while turning around, her sudden movements causing the bottle to drop form her hands and shatter across the floor. She started to pick the pieces up while mumbling something under her breath. Due to her state, she was having trouble, so I moved to help her, but before I could even get to her, she cut herself on a piece of glass. I expected her to yell in pain or something, but she just sat there.

"What the hell F/N!! What are you doing drunk?"I yelled out of panic, grabbing her hand to inspect the damage. The cut was pretty deep and bleeding profusely. She was going to need stitches. I found a cloth to wrap her hand with and helped her stand.

"He's gone." I looked at her confused and she looked back, fresh tears in her eyes.
"Jackson...he heard me with Jinyoung, and now he's gone. He's not coming back...he's never coming back." I felt bad. She seemed so hopeless. She had to be for her to end up like this.
"We need to get you to a hospital." I told her and helped her up. On the car ride, she explained everything from the surprise her and Jinyoung were planning to the event's that led to the break up. When we got to the hospital, they rushed her away. I waited for them to finish helping her in the waiting room. When the doctor told me I could see her, I ran inside to find her staring at her hands.
"How are you?" I cautiously asked her. She didn't even look at me. She just sat there, staring at her hands.
"I'm sorry about Jackson... do you want me to call him?" I asked her. She looked at me, and I've never seen her so sad. Honestly, it scared me.
"No. I don't want to waste his time." I wanted to argue, but I let go for now.
"Well the doctor said you can be discharged, but I have to keep an eye on you. Looks like we will be rooming for a while." I said cheerfully, trying to lighten the mood.
"Ok." was all she said.