I've wished people bad so my worst situations would look better
I have prayed drought on people's desert so my island would look finer
I have been grateful for someone's shameful ordeal as it made me look greater
I have seized to spit out advice so I could be the only one to move further
I have guided my competitions to an area of inevitable danger
I have pretended like I dont do all of these because I'm human and fail to be a lover but a planner
