Sometimes I wish that I could run away and hide
But there is nowhere for me to go, so I keep the feelings trapped inside
I bottle each and every thought up and tell everyone im fine
But what they don't know is all I think about is how I want to die
I can see the pain I cause you every time I shed a tear
Making you feel the sadness I feel is my biggest fear
Thank you for all the time we shared
It's nice to know that there was one person who truly cared
I feel trapped and lost in my own mind
I keep thinking about all the things I will leave behind
I think about my friends and family and how they would react
I think about how much attention it would attract
I don't want the attention, I want to disappear without a sound
And finally be 6 feet under ground
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PuisiThis is where i express all the things that i cant express in person, all the feelings and thoughts that get bottled up can now be let out. *WARNING* There is some very heavy content that may be triggering to some people.