A/N :HEYY ALL MY SMEXY DIRECTIONERS WHOS GOING TO THE WWA CONCERT hopefully me okay luv u all byeeeee.
( drugs DOEEEEE )
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HARRY'S P.O.V
'oh my god oh my god Harold what have you done are you fucking insane you just rapped sky' I'm such and idiot why would I even drink again all this shit with sky and those guys and louis is probably dead. What if she tells someone ..... No shit she's gonna tell someone YOU RAPED HER !!
I placed my head and stared to cry , why did I have to get mixed up with this stupid shit ...the worst part is sky doesn't even know and we can't tell her , I can't tell her , she'll be heart broken. And then she who'd want to leave but I'm trying to protect her ...she's never going to trust me after I just raped her ..
" ahhhhhhhh" I stood up and punched the wall shit why did I do that!
I went back out to the bed room to see a so big frighten sky, I hade caused this Becasue of me her small fiqure was in a Conner balling her eyes out.
I took steps toward her " sky , please sky I'm so so- " she started to scream
" NO NO PLEASE DONT TOUCH ME PLEASE NO PLEASE !! " it reminded me of when we had first met she said theses same words god I feel terrible
" sky please I'm sorry I didn't know what I was doing I was drum I'm can't tell how fucking sorry I am I do not degree to be forgiven but please just look at me " her eyes met mine and my hart broke I didn't see those big brown sparkling ones al I saw was red dull and hurt ones.
" harry you raped me " she said in a hushed tone
" you RAPED ME , AND YOU WNAT ME TO FUCKING TRY TO FORGIVE YOU NO YOU DERVER TO GO JAIL I HATE YOU I DONT CARE IF YOU WERE DRUNK OR NOT THAT GIVES NO GOD DAMN RIGHT TO FUCKING RAPE ANYONE- "
" sky I said I was sor-"
She laughed bitterly " SORRY YOUR FUCKING SORRY THEY WERE ALL SORRY MY DAD SAID HE WAS SORRY AFTER HE WOULD BEAT ME , HE FUCKIG THREW ME DOWN A FLIGHT OF SATIRES, MY BOYFRIEND SAID SORRY AFTER HE PUSHED ME INTO A WALL AND CALLED ME A FAT SLUT IN FRONT OF EVRY ONE AT SCHOOL, MY BEST FRIEND SAID SORRY AFTER SHE LEFT ME ON THE FUCKING SCHOOL BATHROOM FLOOR CRYING MY MOM SAID SORRY WHEN SHE WOULD HAVE TO LET STRANGE MEN IN MY ROOM AT NIGHT AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!she stopes to take a breath when I thought she would continue she stood up and went to the ' kitchen '
I followed not knowing what she was going to do she handed me a glass
" what am I sup-" she cut me off
" drop it "
" what " ... I am really confused
" I SAID DROP IT " she was know yelling again
I did what she said and the glass shatters into a million pieces
" now say sorry to it " she demanded
"Sorry". I mumbled
" now is it fixed " she questioned
" um no "
" say sorry again" she said
" sorry " I said looking at e glass that was shatters all over the floor
" is it still broken? "
" yes " I said realizing why she made me do this.
" harry, im not going to tell u why I did this because that's your job to find out " kitchen' and went into the bathroom.
Leaving me with my thoughts.....
SKY'S P.OV
I sat in that bathroom for what felt like and hour, my body was sore my eyes were red and I probably didn't smell that great so I decided to take a shower.
I made harry do that glass thing so I could show him that just because u say sorry doesn't mean it fixes the damage you have already done. See that's what people don't get ' sorry's' don't mean shit to me anymore I've been told sorry so many times I stopped believing people they say it as if it will fix everything that they have done !! We'll it won't I may forgive him , but I certainly will not forget!!
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We were all meeting up for lunch and I was thankful I wasn't going to be alone with harry all day.
We all piled into to the cars I decided I would ride with Liam and zayn while niall went in Harry's car.
Zayns hooked me out of my thoughts " hey sky how did you sleep "
"Fine" the most common lie
" hey are you alright you seem....off" Liam said turning around in his seat to look at me
" yeah I'm great" another lie another fake smile
" okay, well " Liam turned facing zayn who was driving
"When are we leaving the hotel"
" we should wait to see if louis is going to show up " zayn said eyes straight a head
" mate I don't think he is "
" yeah he will , he's louis that boy won't go don with out a fight" zayn chuckled
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We went inside and waited to be seated
A lady approached us around our age and led us to out seats
" okay hello my name is Brooke and your waiter will be right with you " she smiled
" okay what do you guys all want " Liam said
" I want everything "
" niall they won't let you do that any more ! " niall huffed " fine"
"Sky love what would you like " harry asked
" um Liam I would like pancakes with potatoes " I said ignoring harry
" POTATOES " Niall yelled
" god niall would you shut the fuck up I have a headache " harry growled
I stopped paying attention to them when I saw a women walk in
She looked oddly familiar all the boys followed my gaze and that's when zayn jumped up and said we had to go .
That's when I stood up I could see the women's face better I stopped breathing and my jaw dropped.
" mom !?? "
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