A/n okay so I've been reading a couple of the chapters and I realized I'm not that good a. Writer lol. Um so I guess that's why you guys don't vote for my chapter because they suck. I'll try to make them better just stick with me please :).
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Sky's p.o.v
Fear. That's all I feel now when I would look at the guys,when I look at myself.That's all I've ever felt my entire life.
Fear of rejection.
Fear of loss.
Fear of being loved.
Fear of happiness.
I'm afraid of being happy, because I know that once I am there will be something waiting to take away my happiness and turn it into sorrow.
I thought that coming here meant I would finally be happy. But because of them my mom is dead, because of them jake is dead,because of them I was almost killed, because of them I have to spend my life hiding in a costume.
I can't stay here any longer I have to leave. I go up to niall and i's room and start packing my bag.
"Sky, what are you doing" I look up to see niall standing by the door.
"I'm sorry I can't stay here any longer. I'm leaving" I stand up and walk past niall.
"LIAM SKY IS TRYING TO LEAVE" niall yells. I then here foot steps running after me down the steps.
"Sky, you can't leave" I turn around expecting Liam but I see harry instead.
"I can do what ever I damn we'll please"I reach for the door handle only to be pulled back by harry.
"Look sky, I know were not the nicest people here, shit we may not even be the nicest People in this country but you can't just leave now be fore I've even had the chance to-" his eyes went wide like he wasn't suppose to say that.
"Before you've had the chance to what" I said wanting him to continue
He shook his head, making his dark blue curls fall over his face. "Nothing but you can't leave"
"Watch me" I shook out of his grip and made my way towards the door again. But harry only pulled me back even rougher this time. I was about to yell at him but I felt a hand meet my right cheek. I fell to the floor harry picked me up and slapped me I my left cheek. "I TOLD YOU, YOUR NOT FUCKING LEAVING ME" he dropped me. He said your not leaving 'me'.
"Y-you hit m-me" tears running down my steaming cheeks I brought a hand up and covered my face.
Harry pulled me up again "look what you made me do" he said rubbing his hand across my probably red cheek.
I heard foot steps "harry? What the hell did you do to sky!"
"Niall leave I have this under control"
I looked up at harry in disgust "I hate you , with every thing I have I hate you."
Harry took at step back as if he had been pushed, but quickly composed himself. "Fine, since you Fucking like niall so much go with him. Either way your not leaving." Phenomenon held a blank expression.
Niall walked over and picked me up walking towards the stairs "I don't want you to ever touch her again" he spat in Harry's face.
He sat me down on the bed and sat I front of me. "Are you okay?"
"Fine" I lied. It's funny how four letters can mean a thousand words.
He placed a hand under my chin forcing me to look at his blue eyes. "I know your not."
"I just don't understand why bad things happen to me, why the world hates me so much. I mean I try so hard to be normal, to fit in but where ever I go something stops me from being happy." I looked up at niall with glossy eyes and whispered "I just want to be happy"
Niall stood up from the bed and walked towards the balcony he looked at me. "come on."
"I miss my family" I whispered.
"Look at how pretty it is up there sky" he looked up in awe at the dark sky covered in stars. He continued "there up their watching you, they will never leave. Each star in the sky is a beautiful angel waiting for you to come home." He had a tear streaking down his face.
"You think?" I tuned to him.
"I know." And at that moment I pushed my lips to his. And for a dew seconds the world stopped and it was just me and him. He pulled away and stared at me with wide eyes. "I'm sorry, I have to go" he turned and went back into the room leaving me standing there.
I sat down by the railing, and cried.
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Niall's p.o.v
She kissed me, did that happen? Oh my god.
I kissed back. Why did I kiss back.
I knocked on Liam's door hoping he would help me.
"Come in"
He was sitting on his bed watching a movie. "Hey niall, wha-"
I cut him off "I kissed sky" he stared at me. "we'll she kissed me, but I kissed back and Liam I felt sparks. And her lips were so soft and-"
He got up from his bed and stared pacing "stop,stop" I watched him pace for about a good five minutes.
"You kissed your sister." He stated.
"Yeah"
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Plot twist boom yeah baby.
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