Aurora

chapter-4

Hello ,
I'm back how are you all

Ignore  grammatical errors.😬😬
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At a guest house , Delhi

Sipping his coffee Sanskar watched  raindrops falling  on his window. Watching clock for the hundredth of time he sighed inaudibly.

Sanskar's pov

"I should have known he can never do a work in once , this man will surely land me in jail for his murder . He knows how impatient I get whenever it's about shona. Huh. But what can I do I know princess, if you'll see me you're not gonna accept me back...I never went to that house swara .I don't know what got into me but I felt suffocating there . All those accusations , Your ignorance ,Lucky's disappearance I felt like I have no one
Around me I was tired of being savior .I wast lost I wanted you to hold me but you left me.i was so angry that time that nothing seemed right to me I thought when no one loves me than what's the need to fight and I left .I know I shouldn't have done that... But you know Na how I lose my sense in anger . And when i realised guilt stopped me from meeting you .guilt of leaving you . It took me sometime to compose myself
And then we met at kabir's wedding. I forgot to blink my eyes ,it was like I got my life back . I wanted to hug you ,love you but it seemed like I'm nonexistent in front of you.then I saw him next to you roaming like a puppy being extra sweet I hated him at first sight. All the pent-up frustration doubled seeing him with you .it seemed like my disappearance never mattered to you. My anger rose and I tried to ignore you . many times I cought you staring at me and all my guards were ready to slip but just then Nikhil will hug you touch you and I lost it there. You thought I was not seeing you but I saw everything. Your failing attempt of keeping your saree in place . That stubborn strand of hair falling on your cheeks ,that nervous fingers clutching at your purse while crossing me. Everything how people were staring you  . That empty neck of yours had invited so many attention .I tried to cool down but I don't know how I lost my temper  . I wanted to drink that day drink to Oblivion so that every thing turns bearable .

(Knocking sound at the door disturbs his thought . He gets up and goes to open the door.)

Nivin: finally ...dude I know I work for you but that doesn't mean you have to torture me in everything .. I'm standing here for fifteen minutes and this stupid rain now let me in.

Sanskar: woh sorry . actually I was in washroom so didn't here . But tell me first ...did you meet her..? How is she (holding his hands) speak up.

Nivin:are yaar sanns Lene de aur khud bhi lele . I met Pia and (being serious) about swara. Let us sit and talk.

Nodding at him Sanskar moves to hall and sat down.
"I am so scared ,are you all right princess"

Nivin comes after some time wiping his face and sit at front of him

Sanskar: is she fine

Nivin : sort of (Sanskar stiffens at his words )
Sanskar : what does this mean isn't she all right.

Nivin: buddy I know you are eager to know about her and you'll not like my questions but before we talk about her can you tell me what actually happened. From start ......listen I need to know first so that I can understand clearly . Why you came to Bangalore Sanskar what was the need .and why are you separately living. I am trying to help you ... You need to give me details.

Sanskar stares at the front for some times and again looks towards Nivin.
And nodes at him.he starts to tell him about all the property drama, his promise to swara, fight and separation .

( Its continuation from his thoughts and everything before that is known by everyone so I'm not explaining 😓😓 .is that fine . Sorry)

Sanskar: after attending a call I went to bar for pouring all my frustration but what I saw made me furious and that destroyed everything..

Flashback.
Shimla, guesthouse of Mishra's
(After 3 months of their separation)

Swara was standing at the bar and Nivin was holding her he was saying something to her and swara was nodding .Sanskar goes to bar and gulps down a drink. He marches towards them furiously and pulls her hands .
Coming dangerously close to her he says
" Mrs Sanskar Maheswari .opps sorry miss boss i forgot (laughing sarcastically)  won't you introduce me to your ...uhhu sorry I don't know what he is to you. But tell me one thing do you remember me ..to whom I'm telling... .truth is that I never mattered to you." Takes a glass from side and gulps down.(swara tries to say something but stops seeing his blood shot eyes .he sees her with hurt expression but changes his facial expressions to angry one)

"How could you do this to me . You never loved me . you know what, i don't want to see your face anymore"

(Pushes her towards Nikhil) "Sorry for interrupting man , continue "

Swara saw him with hurt expression and runs from there.

Flashback ends

" I know Nivin i was very wrong I shouldn't have said that. But I couldn't control myself seeing her in another's arms . And I don't know what happened next I was so drunk I passed out but when I woke up next day I got to know she left . I was so angry at myself . I tried to call her but couldn't succced .(palms his face)  I am such a bad person . After returning from Shimla I appointed a person for informing me about her .
Everything was fine till two months. But suddenly one morning .

Two months after Shimla incident

Sanskar wakes up startling at continues ringing of his phone .

" Hello , yes what happened you called me this early is everything ok. "

(Other person)O.p: sir some thing happened at night I don't know exactly but yesterday after Mam came back from work safely . I left for home but now when I came back . Mam's mother is sitting outside badi and crying and everyday Ma'm does practice of singing but there is no sign of her today....and( hesitating )
Sanskar asks him worried
"And what speak up damn it.."

Op: and sir I heard some people talking that ... That ...Mam is pregnant and she left the town at night.

Sanskar furiously  " what.  ....who said and why do I pay you for... I don't know Anything . Go and search her I need her in her home in an hour . did you understand (shouting at him)  or you'll face the hell"

At present,

Sanskar:I didn't knew what  to do  but when I realised what he said I was devastated when he called that night and told me he is unable  to find her. I thought I lost my world .. but one question Haunted me.. how can she be pregnant ... And believe me I trust her but for some time all those flashes  came in front of me with that man . I didn't know what to think.  I was numb . But now I want to know what happened .... The child ... (Stuttering) That .. I want to take her back with me I need her and I don't care I just want her back...
(Composing himself)" now tell me  everything you know..."

Thinking something deeply .. Nivin started to tell him .

At swara's apartment

Pia entered inside her room with Misty eyes and sat beside swara's bed

"You're my only family Shona ... Never leave me . Whenever I see you fighting for your child .caring for me my respect increases for you..... I see my mother in you..... I don't know what happened in past but I'll make sure you'll not have to suffer anymore"

Kissing her forehead.she gets up and closes the door.

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Precap- face-off

Sorry for late update . But I was busy preparing seminar. So got late
Only 2-3 episodes are left so I have some requests
I need to write a part with mature content . Can any one help me ...😊😊
Msg me if you want to help

Thank you