Aurora

chapter-7

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Sorry for the delay
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Outside hospital,

Nivin looks as pia fumbles with the medicines...sighing at her he pulls her elbow and drags her outside the hospital at a silent corner . Holding her chin he looks at her glossy eyes.

Nivin: please stop crying now.... I already said sorry. I know I shouldn't ...

Pia: (pushing him away) shouldn't what ... I'll tell you what... You have no fucking right to say me anything ...
(Sternly) and next time before touching me.. remember I'm a bar dancer of streets.

Wiping her flowing tears pia walks furiously inside ..
Nivin sighs looking at the way she went

Flashback (when swasan met at bar)

Caging her in his arms nivin pressed her body against wall as she watches him teary eyed.
Coming close to her face nivin says
" What do you think you were doing Han .."
Pia struggled in his arms
Pia(pleadingly)leave me .. what are you doing ...

Nivin- answer me

Pia - (looking directly in his eye) what do you mean ...and why do you think you have that right Han .

Nivin- answer me damn it ... Why did you go to that men and this ( showing money by grabbing her fist) is this your job han are you a street ( stoping abruptly)...damn...(leaves her suddenly and clutches his head)
startled by this pia looks at him ... feeling vulnerable she dashes out of the exit.

Flashback ends..

Inside hospital

With eyes full of tears swara stares outside as sanskar sit their stunned

He forced her ....he actually forced her and the baby (tears rolled down as he recollected everything ) he is going to be a father .....he didn't knew what to feel. at once he got the biggest happiness in form of their baby . a part of his Shona, their own little creation . He should be ecstatic right but then came the strong sense of self loathing and disgust ...he remembered Nivin telling him her struggles.. her cries ... Her empty eyes and that hollow look on her face every time he looks at her and all that she had to face was because of him .. he was the culprit ....

Not able to control anymore he bursts into tears.... palming his face he cries as every thing registered in his mind

Sobbing lightly swara tries not to break down .....

Sanskar tries to hold the window to compose himself... thinking something he looks at swara for last time and dashes out. only to collide with a vulnerable pia at at the door . too disturbed to notice anything he dashes out .

Wiping her face and faking a smile pia enters into swara's room only to find a teary swara . knowing her inner turmoil and conditions she tries to chear her up by cracking lame jokes . Seeing no response she sits beside her bed and caress her hair

"I had always dreamt of a happy family pia .. (looking at her with glassy eyes) all my life I just wanted a family ....a doting father a sweet mother... Lovely sister that I can spoil ,dadi ,Dada dida I loved every one... every one that was connected to me and there came sanskar my love... My life

" Every time I looked into his eyes I would discover something new about me.. he was the solace that I got after this many years and than.... destiny happened and we got separated. all those humiliation of being unlucky
And illegitimate (looking at her eyes ) I find it true now . Pia I don't know what to do anymore whenever I thought this is it ...now my destiny will not betray me then again something happens and I'm left to suffer ....alone ( wiping tears and composing herself ) but now I've decided ...

Sanskars side

Walking lost on the lonely road sanskar reminisces all the sweet memories of them laughing , fighting
All the time when his Shona stood fearless and strong to face every problem coming their way.. and now what has he done he had forced her he broke her to the extent that now she is no more the person she used to be once ...
Suddenly feeling suffocating he tries to hold the tree near him gulping air he tries to stifle his cries as a sharp pain erupts from his chest ... Not able to bear the pain he bangs his hands on the tree not caring about his wound... screaming and pulling his hair he slumps down on the deserted road.

Only one thought crashing his entire being that he had hurt his swara his life he is a culprit...a culprit that brutally killed his own love's self respect . He is culprit of his child that was breathing inside his love the child that he thought ....(closing his eyes ) Disgust that he feels on himself at the very moment .

He never thought this will be the result of this separation ... when he left his only motive was to make her realise her mistake .he tried to find Laksh so that he could go back to her once again and show her that it wasn't him because of whom his childish bratty brother is missing . To show her that how everyone in the family just use them to regain their pride . How her sister is a obsessive person who doesn't deserve to be babysitted every time her favorite toy goes missing.

his anger and her accusations everything messed up his mind and all he wanted was a escape but he never thought that his one mistake will lead them to this ... How much he was hurt when he met her at Simla her face her memories everything ignited a fire in his heart and that creep Nikhil was no better his closeness added the fuel in his burning heart ..and he took help of the only thing that accompanied him 'alcohol '...
Life took its own turn and now he landed on a phase that he can't even face himself now ...

He is going to be a father but all he gave to that little life and his love is unlimited pain and sufferings ...

He now needed to rectify his every mistake he cannot let his love and his baby suffer for his sins gaining composure . wiping his face harshly sanskar stands with a firm decision.

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Hello everyone .
Pls ignore the typing errors. As I've completed it in only fifteen minutes .. I'm writing after so much time so sorry if you find it boring .
And yes a good news I passed my graduation with 1st class distinction and even got admission in a college for further education pray that I get my desired seat and you'll get regular updates pakka.
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Payal