"Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook, BTS!"
The fanchants drowned out as they waved at the fans and stepped off the stage.
"So tired," Jin muttered, falling into a chair and closing his eyes. Namjoon snickered at Jin, muttering a 'same'.
"I just want to sleep," Yoongi murmured, causing all of them to laugh.
As all the members left the room to go have dinner, Jungkook turned to Jimin.
"I'm not hungry," Jimin said, making Jungkook stop in his tracks.
"Hyu-"
"No it's not because of that. I honestly don't feel hungry. You have seen me eat for the past three weeks Jungkook-ah. I'm eating well, don't worry."
Jungkook walked back towards Jimin and sat on the couch next to him, their thighs touching.
"I'm not hungry either."
Jimin shook his head. "No, Jungkook. Go eat. Please."
Jungkook slung an arm around Jimin's shoulders, making Jimin lean his head on his shoulder.
"I promise. I'm not hungry."
Jungkook took Jimin by surprise when he started playing with Jimin's fingers.
"Do you ever feel we're unfortunate?"
Jimin pulled back and looked at Jungkook, concern on his face. "Kookie, what's wrong?"
Jungkook smiled at his hands and ran a hand through his hair, a habit he had developed from Jimin.
"I don't know."
Jimin held Jungkook's face and made him look into his eyes. "Tell me, what's bothering you?"
Jungkook sighed, trying to push Jimin's hands away but Jimin wasn't weak.
"It's nothing."
"Jungkook," Jimin warned. "I don't want to see you like this. Talk to me. Something's on your mind."
Jungkook scoffed, frustration and desperation building up inside him. "There are many things on my mind alright? Leave me alone."
Jimin let go of Jungkook's face, and Jungkook regretted his words, thinking Jimin would leave him. Instead Jimin held the back of his neck and pulled him into a hug. Jungkook didn't know how to react. He wanted to cry, because Jimin was the sweetest human he had ever seen. He wanted to smile, because this was the man he loved. He wanted to laugh, because even though they were practically so close, the distance towards Jimin seemed very far.
"I will not leave you," Jimin stroked Jungkook's head.
And that was the last straw for Jungkook. Without thinking he pulled away from the hug and slammed his lips onto Jimin's, clearly catching the latter by surprise. When he realized what he was doing, he pulled back and stared at Jimin. Jimin's face was flushed, his lips slightly swollen, his eyes still wide with shock and surprise.
"I... I..." Jungkook stuttered, hands shaking upon realizing what he had just done.
Jimin opened his mouth but Jungkook scrambled to his feet and ran away, embarrassed and scared about what had just happened.
"Jungkook!" Jimin called out, getting up to his feet as well, thumb unconsciously tracing his lips.
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Skinny Love | jikook ✓
FanfictionHow does it feel when all you think about is losing weight? [ a jikook fanfiction ] started - 17.04.17 finished - 20.09.18 trigger warnings : mentions of self harm, insecurities, eating disorders, suicide attempt etc. please do not read if these su...