Cole and Lili: Are we a thing?

First Day of Filming

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Cole

Today is the first day of filming. i must admit, i am very very nervous as i haven't filmed anything for such a long time. i am also very tired, we had a big night last night. I tried to get to the set early so that i could avoid as much suspicion about my feelings about lili. i mean, its not like i have any feelings for her, i think. I just need time to actually think about it. I mean, sure these things happen in tv shows but not in real life! Just like Camila's character says "usually the person you like doesnt like you back, Romeo and Julliet is the exception and not the rule".

I spent some time thinking about my feelings for lili in the car and decided that if anything was to ever happen we should become friends first.

Lili

i woke up this morning to the sound of someone knocking at my door. I got up and a energetic Madelaine ran in. 

"okay okay okay okay okay SO" she said "i have made a plan for us to go looking for apartments this afternoon with Cami and Ashleigh, i thought that maybe we could like all live close by to each other!"

"mads thats a great idea! Maybe if you want, we could be roomies so that way we could split the rent and get a bigger place"

"oh thats a great idea, and then Cami and Ashleigh could be close by as well! Anyway we should probably go considering we have to be at the set in half an hour."

We arrived at the set to meet everyone BUT cole. i really like hanging out with him and wanted to get to know him better, now that i know how much we have in common! I started asking around and Cami pulled me aside to ask me if i liked Cole. i was shocked at this remark. "Cole? really? thats ridiculous! i dont like Cole................" i said "well if you're so sure then, lets go we have to be on set in 5."

i was shocked and confused. usually i would've made some sort of funny joke but instead i stuttered and was defensive. What has gotten into me? i have only known him for a short period of time and i mean, i could like KJ, or Ross! why Cole? and also, my life is not some soap opera drama tv show where the girl gets the guy. i decided i had to talk to him. i dont care what its about but i just need to know what i feel when i am around him.

A tall skinny figure started approaching me. "COLEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!" i said. "oh hey lili, have you recovered from last night?" 

"last night?" and then it all started coming back to me