FEAR (G.D Fanfic)

Barriers(5)

Graysons P.O.V

Shes so perfect. Why do I like her in the first place. My feelings are trembling everywhere. I touched her lips softly against mine. I decided to lift her up. I don't want her to just be another one of my hook ups. So I stopped. I told her I can't ruin this friendship. She nodded and knew that was going to happen...

Angel's P.O.V

I could feel myself break and break. I know it was quick but I thought I felt something. I guess he didn't. Maybe I'm not skinny enough. Most likely it's that... He left and with no words. I ran upstairs to watch him leave. He seemed to be okay. I wish that things would go my way sometimes!

"You know what me and him just gotten back together... as friends...."~I thought

I teared up. I grabbed my big white bear and hugged it so tight since my parents were never home I had nothing close to rely on. I was confused why I felt so sad. Probably because deep down I know I was a quick makeout session and it met nothing to him.

I turned on depressing music and layed back and zoned off into dreamy land

~Next Day~

I woke up by the birds chirping outside. As I got up as a mess, I looked outside to see if the boys were out and there was no sign of them. I didn't care so I got up brushed my teeth and did my daily routine. I ran downstairs in my brothers boxers and my dad's shirt and looked for something to eat.

"THERE'S NOTHING!!!" I groaned.

I'm also vegan since last summer. Yeah watching the Netflix movie "What The Health?" made me more conscious about animal products. I'm the only vegan in my whole entire family. My mom tried and she failed. My dad doesn't care and so does my brother. Oh ya my brother he isn't around he lives in Virginia with my grandparents. Besides that... I was still pondering at the fridge, until I saw some watermelon. I grabbed two slices and a glass of iced water.

I scrolled through my Instagram and I saw Grayson's post. It was worded "Had a great night ;)" and then I saw the picture and it had a girl in blonde hair.

I was frozen and I couldn't actually breathe. Why do I hurt so much! I threw my phone across the house and I dented the wooden floor. I could care less. I was mad that he left because he wanted to hook up with some damn other girl! Ugh I understand that he can fuck around with who ever but he almost tried with me! UGH! NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE WOULD I EVEN GET A SMIDGET CLOSE TO HOOKING UP WITH GRAY IF IT MEANS NOTHING!

I took a few breaths and I just enclosed it inside me.

I texted him and things got a bit awkward....

A: WHAT THE FUCK GRAY!

G: WHAT!?

A: YOU SLEPT WITH ANOTHER GIRL THE SAME NIGHT...we.... kissed.. :(

G: YES! YOU'RE NOT MY MOM BYE!!

-text conversation ended...-

I cried so hard and then I heard the window break open...

I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY TODAYS CHAPTER AND SCHOOL SUCKS ASS WHO ELSE Agrees! I NEED ADVICE, THIS GUY IS FUCKING WITH MY FEELINGS AND I DON'T WANT TO DATE HIM BUT HE'S PURPOSELY MAKING ME FEEL BAD FOR HIM WHAT DO I DO!!!