Hot Nights 🌙//Chessa

Love Creates drama 😌

8am**
Alarm goes off- Erika comes in and scares me.
E: wake up girl!!! we have a music Video to shoot.

Erika and I wrote a song about my break up but nothing is true about it. I don't want to move on from chance. E and I have a lot to do today so I should probably get up even though I don't want to.

Vlog*
we have fittings and a shoots today.
This was Erika's idea to do a song I didn't even really help write it.
Tessa's  POV
When I got home it was unusually quite in the house. The boys must not be home.
E: I need to shower
T: yo same.
I head up stairs to take a shower and get ready for bed. As I'm drying my hair I hear the door slam,
T: hey (smiles down)
C: hi (sounding upset)
T: are you okay ?
C: yeah I'm fine,
T: okay
I walked back into my room wondering what was wrong with him.
I get into bed to edit my vlog and my door slams open and chance walks in. He closes the door and goes off.
C: really Tessa nothing. You still don't want to be with me.
T: what ? What do you mean? Chance we decided this break up was mutual.
C: well it's not Tessa,....... we had sex ! Does that not mean anything to you
T: idk chance I really don't. And I really don't want to argue with you.
C: Tessa this doesn't make sense. We don't even know the real reason we broke up.
T: yes. Because we didn't want to ruin our friendship and the situation we're in it makes sense. Chance we live in the same house we have the same friends please don't make me choose.
C: Tessa we'll last. I can promise you.
Chance stares at me with his beautiful blue eyes as he waits for me to give him an answer. The answer I want to give him is yes fuck it let's be together, but let's be realistic here I can't take a chance of losing my spot on team 10 over a break up.
He doesn't understand that team 10 means a lot to me and being in a relationship is going to suck for us after we break up. I'm not saying we are but there is a chance that we can.
T: (tears up) chance. You know I want to be with you. I love you. But In the end this isn't going to work for us right now.
Chance sits next to me and grabs my hands
C: I've never loved someone more than you Tessa brooks.
He kisses me on my cheek and walks away. At this point I don't know anymore. I want to be with him after everything we've gone through but I know it's going to be bad for me. He is jakes best friend and I'm just apart of the team.