Those 1 am Thoughts You Thought No One Else Had

This ones for you.

I carved your name into my skin
And used my blood to write our song on the walls
Fuck it I'll let the demons win
Oops death calls

I miss you, I fucking miss you and I don't want to
I love you, I fucking love you and I don't want to
How I ended up in this situation?
I have no damn clue

You moved on
You left me
I'm still here
My eyes are blurred and I can't see

You left me here to die
You killed my soul
Ripped my heart out
Now I'm stuck trying to fill this hole

One day I'll succeed
One day I'll no longer feel this pain
One day I'll kill this fucking disease
One day I'll no longer breathe.