A Soldiers Hart || lucaya

chapter 11

2 days later
Maya pov

Its been 2 days since chris came and seen me. I love him, and i wont lie about that. I have only fallen in love with 2 people my entire life, and those people are lucas and chris. I have loved lucas longer shouldnt i be with him? But then i married chris...couples should work things out. I needed a girls help. The only 2 girl friends i had were riley and smackle. And i dont wanna see riley right now. I got my phone and dialed smackles number.

Me
Smackle

Hello? *pant*

Hey smackle! You ok?

Yeah! *pant*

What are hou doing? Who are you with?

Dont really think you wanna know, and im with zay. *pant*

Say no more.

What did you need?

I needed to talk to someone, but i can see that your busy-

No its fine, but why dont you just talk to riley?

We're not exactly on speaking terms.

Oh ok...i'll see you at topangas in like 20.

Ok. Love you bye.

Love you too! Bye!

*call ends*

I get dressed. (Outfit below vvv)



I leave my hair down and walk to topangas. I get there and smackle is already there on her phone sippin-

(By the kilo)

...her smoothie.

"Hey!" I greet.

"Hey!" She says back.

We hug and i order my smoothie, then i start explainig what happened in the last 4 days.

"So he hasnt talked to you?"

"No he barely even looks at me."

"Well who are you going to choose?"

"I dont know i love them both. What do you think i should do?"

"I dont know this is all on you sorry hun."

"Its fine."

"Look, if i were i'd compare them."

"Ok. How?"

"Scale lets go."

Smackle and i walk over to the weighing scale. She grabs 2 bags of jelly beans, white and red.

"Think of lucas, what do you love about him? Be specific."

"I love how lucas has to sides to him."

1 jelly bean.

"Now chris."

"I love how sweet and thoughtful chris is."

"That was 2 things. 2 jelly beans. Now back to lucas."

"I love how he makes me feel, how i can be cry and just the sight of him makes me smile."

"Ok, being honest thats like a whole bag. Now chris."

"I love how he's so open and honest, and how much compassion he has"

"And thats a whole bag."

"Well how does that help?"

"I thought it would, but sweetie your fucked."

"Ya i know."

"Its ok maybe there is another way."

"How?"

"Oh! How about you spend a day with both of them. At the end if the day write down how you felt. How the night ended. Then we can compare how you felt and that who you should be with."

"Ok...yeah!"

We started lauging and walking out, then we ran into someone. Someone i reallh didnt want to see.

"Riley."
"Maya."
"Smackle!" Smackle shouted, causing me to bust out laughing, forgetting who was right in front of me.

"Maya can we talk?"

"Why?"

"Well chris told me that you forgave him, and that he told you everything. I was hoping you'd give me that chance too."

"You guys still talk?"

"We kinda became friends."

"Riley, i gave chris a second chance, well cause im married to him. Now your not the cold hearted bitch the cheated on my bestfriend with my husband unknowingly, but you are the you are the cold hearted bitch that purposley broke my best friends heart. So i guve zero fucks about forgiving you, just like you gave zero fucks about huckekberry's heart."

"I didn't break his heart."

"The hell you did! Tell that to the dried uo tears on his cheeks."

"MAYA HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN LIVE WITH YOU! HAVENT EITHER OF HOU REALIZED THAT?"

"yes."

"He'd be happier with his true love, and thats you maya. And i know that uou have always  lived him too, im not an entire idiot. I only did it because i love him. When did you find out?"

"2 days ago."

"And when did he have thise tear stains?"

"The past 3 1/2 days."

"I hate to say it but im not the heartbreaker or the cold hearted butch you are." She said and walked past them.

"Damn!" Smackle shouted.

I grabbed riley's hand and pulled her towards me. The next thing i kniw is my hand is gliding smoothly across her face.

"Bitch" i spit and walk out arm and arm with smackle.
______________________________________see this drama is why i dont hang with girls. I know i made it happen but still. Sorry for posting late but it us TCA night!!! Imma post 2 chapters tmrw because i been posting so late. Love you guys hope you enjoyed!!!