Ysabelle p.o.v
The whole car ride was silent utter silent it's scared me because I can hear noises buzzing in my head due to other cars around us. We soon are parked in the front of the building and we slowly get out of the car walking inside the building. I go to the front to sign in with Shawn hot on my trail. After I sign in a nurse calls me to the back but I don't like going alone so I ask "Shawn can you please come In with me." He smiles and nods coming towards me. "So ysabelle how have you been doing with all the noises and panic attack." Doctor lee asked me.
"I'm ok everything is the same with the noises and everything else"I replied
"Well that's perfectly normal in your condition."
"Yeah ummm so what was the need of me here today"
"Ysabelle I was speaking with your mum the other day and she mentioned you always wanting children when you're older."
My heart instantly froze and I looked at him directly in the face and started shaking lightly hoping he wasn't going to say what I though he would.
"Ysabelle you have a 3% chance of ever having kids in the future."
That's when my heart completely shattered into billions of pieces,I never thought my condition would mean I could never have kids. I'm so stupid to ever think I could get pregnant and have a child.i slowly look up as I let my tears fall from my eyes signaling I want him to continue.
"If in that 3% you get pregnant that child will have a 98% chance of being autistic or dying."
I nod my head in shock by now I'm shaking harder and crying loudly. The doctor tried to calm me but he wasn't helping I got up fast and ran out of the room leaving Shawn in shock. I walk out walking to shawns car.
"Ysabelle!!!"I here Shawn yell.
