Bit One

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I stared at the wall before me and I couldn't help but think... what happened to the old me? Where was she now? Gone, long gone, I think she took my mind with her too.

Bitch.
Why couldn't she take my libido?

Before me on this wall, is photographs, drawings, even some coloring pages from some of those stress free relax coloring books. It was beautiful, all of it. But it wasn't me anymore...any of it.

I use to look at this wall and get happy, all the color the photographs of nature. It was soothing. Was, being the key word.

The new me...well I don't like her, she's an emotional wreck, a bitch..ever want to slap yourself? Ever want to kill yourself? I did. But I don't let these actions take course.

I fight through... in a very unhealthy way. I eat junk food and smoke all day. I really shouldn't, it isn't just me anymore there's someone else. But I don't care, how could I? I've lost my mind.

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To be continued..??

Vote and comment if you like any Idea's maybe I'll write more about it, also characters name... I would need some.

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