Natsu x reader One shots

Infidelity

A/N: Ohoho it's 11 pm and guess what I'm feeling fucking angsty! Because that's all I post!

ANGST!

Natsu's POV

I know it's wrong.

I know I should be at home with my girlfriend. 

I know my hands shouldn't be on another woman's hips. 

I know I should be faithful.

But here I am. At a club. Practically shoving my tongue down some random girl's throat. When my loving girlfriend thinks that I am at Gray's house. 

I shouldn't have gone out. 

I shouldn't have left her. 

I shouldn't have gone up to a woman besides her.

I shouldn't have broken a unspoken promise in every relationship. 

All these thoughts going through my mind but I am still kissing another woman. I am still with someone else besides her. 

I could have taken her out on a date.

I could have stayed at home with her. 

I could be holding her hips.

I could be the perfect man for her.

All my actions come to a halt when I hear her mumble out my name. It comes out as a whisper and even through the blasting music coming through the speakers. She quickly runs out of the club causing her friends to go behind her. 

I should chase after her but...

I don't.

My heart doesn't feel like it is tearing in two like hers probably does. 

There aren't any tears in my eyes. 

Instead I continue to dance with the random girl. 

No guilt what-so-ever like I thought I would have.

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So uh my dog is a bitch. 

Literally because she is a dog. Female dog = Bitch

She fucking left me when I was cuddling with her.

Can't even trust my own dog. 

Also can somebody find out a point in my wattpad account where I was happy because I'm currently in this angst that I wanna get out of.