Anger issues ~ xxxtentacion

7 - promises

*Jahseh's POV*

"Dude the fuck are you getting yourself into nigga?" Stokelely licks his blunt beside me on the couch. Stokelely is one of my main brothers I'll ever have. We go way back, I knew I had to talk to someone..

"Bro.. I don't even know," I answer holding the bottle of whiskey. "She just needs someone.." I finish saying taking a sip.

Stokelely then begins to light up his blunt holding a hand over the flame. Instant smoke left his mouth and he looks at me.

"And you really care about this bitch that bad?" His words made me tighten my fist. I don't like her, I cant, I'm way too toxic. Although she is a baddie. My mind gets wound up in the way she spoke to me, and her hazel swirling eyes.

"Fuck" I roll my eyes playing with my headphone twirling it around my hand. "It's complicated bro"

Just then my other friend, Ace walks in the crib holding stacks of cash.

"Nigga!" Stokelely almost a drops his blunt, "You got that gas money shit?" He nods up looking at him.

"Hell yeah," Ace puts the cash down on the coffee table in the center of the room, changing the song in the stereo, making the room vibrate.

"Don't you got like two more deals today?" I cock my head the side at Ace. Luke then comes storming in dancing recklessly. I stayed on the couch looking at him.

"Nah nigga I was actually hoping you could do the job tonight" Ace raises his eyebrows pulling his gun out of his pocket unloading it, the pistols into his palm.

Is this fool joking "Uh? No, I can't do that shit tonight, I have to be home dawg my brother needs me" I refused. I'm not gonna drag my little brother into this either.

Ace stands up giving me one of his nasty glares all upon his face. Staring me down, "This has been the third time you've backed out on a deal! We don't play games at this crib, you gotta follow on rules bro" He chucks the pistol onto my lap.

Picking the gun I stared at it, making my eyes back to him "I really can't do it tonight okay?! my fucking little brother is sick man" I throw the gun on the ground.

I could tell Ace was gonna blow up with a vein on his forehead close to bursting,  Stokelely managed to stand up stopping him before he could get to me.

"Dude it's chill I can do it tonight man, it's no big deal. We are not gonna make this into another fight guys " Stokelely holds the blunt still placed between his fingers also looking at me.

I shrug taking my phone into my hand, pulling my hoodie over my head. "Alright I'm out" feeling it's time to see Aidan. Something's wrong with him, I know it.

"Aight meh, I'll see you" Stokelely gives me a quick handshake and Ace walks away still angry with me. I smirk at him. He's always been a fuck nigga since the start.

"Text me when you done, cause I'm guessing you won't be staying over tonight" he says nodding. He's right though, I haven't slept in my real bed in months now it feels like.

"Yeah you know the drill" a silent sighs leaves me. A sad feeling begins to pull me in, but I had to remember I'm numb. Always numb.

I make my way out of the crib and the music lowers down as I distance.

"Oh noo, you just leaving now?" Jade, a old fling that I barely knew comes up to me, popping out her huge melon tits into my face, or it seemed like.

I pull my hoodie over my face, "Ya, gotta do a few things" shrugging.

"Aww that's too bad, cuz I was just getting here" she tilt her head frowning, then placing a hand on my shoulder. I nod slowly.