Anger issues ~ xxxtentacion

12 - possesive

Violets POV
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I couldn't stop thinking of Jahseh. I admit it.

It's been five days since I've seen him. Since the day of the little party. Even right after I spoke to him, later his friends and Stokeley were wondering if I've seen him. Truly I thought he would've stayed a little longer but nope.

Turns out he left early, which is bullshit cause I never got the chance to say anything to him.

I just want the truth to why he kissed me.. And I know he may have been drunk but he was acting extra strange with me. Plus I ain't no toy to just kiss whenever.

The one thing I couldn't stop thinking about was his lips. It was like a soft and warm pillow, very electrifying but in other words just simply amazing. It scared me..

I'm tired of being played around with, I do wanna love, I wanna find someone of course. But still there's no raw evidence Jahseh liked me that way. He could just want one thing from me, sex.

My heart pumped, as I lowered my eyes onto Tiffany's carpet.

Oh yeah, did I forget to mention I haven't left Tiffany's house since that day? Hehe....

Ffs, Ok I've just been so scared of going back home.

I've been lacking and trying to procrastinate the need to return back, even though I know I have to return eventually either way.

My breathing goes stiff as I hear clatter in the kitchen, Tiffany was making us some smoothies.

I'm so happy to have such a understandable friend who is so chill. She the real homie at the end of the night. We are like sisters in a sense, as much as Serena and angel are my amazing friends, Tiffany has been with me through it all.

"Bruh fuck Donald Trump man!" I hear Tiffany's voice echo behind me. She travels into the room with a bowl chips in her hand. Setting it down on the coffee table.

The news was on the TV and it was about Donald Trump being a fucking greasy ass nugget dipped into aids. I hate that bastard so much. What's happened to humanity?

"Yo..." Tiffany's steps out the room quickly grabbing our two cups of smoothies, it even had a tiny red umbrella in it.

"Sup?" I curl my lip.

She passes my cup soon to smile, "Girl can you believe Angel is pregnant?" She begins to settles herself onto the couch.

"It's insane" I shook my head with almost widen eyes. She nods with me huffing.

"Just hope nothing too much changes though.." She bit her lip, sighing tough. I tilt my smile at her shrugging.

"It will change, of course" I lightly chuckle, "it's just.. It's just a new era is all,", "We got this we are all friends, we all still understand each other"

Tiffany nods slowly. "Guess that's true"

I took a sip of my strawberry-banana smoothie, while now snuggling into the cozy blanket on me.

Suddenly hearing a ringtone go off in the background of the room, I turn to look at Tiffany, but she shrugs popping her phone up showing me it wasn't hers.

I lean back slowly, there was vibrating coming from the night stand in her room.

"I think it's your phone," Tiffany nudges her head. I huff pulling myself off her bed sluggishly.