Anger issues ~ xxxtentacion

19 - anima vesta

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Jahseh's POV
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I just had to leave wifi be, he was in a shocked state which was not the comfort I was looking for.

I need someone. I'm so alone in this shit. Not to mention I fucked up with one of my main brothers ski. I should've just walked away like I always do best.

I feel like everything's changed, and there's no going back. I'm conflicted with everything. Telling Wifi the secret might send me into some paranoia, which is one of the other stages to this process. It's gonna make me go insane.

Feeling my eyes twitch my heart thumped loud now. I don't know why my eyes are doing that, it's like something else is making it happen. They go black, like wifi said..

"Turn left on garrison blvd" I hear the GPS voice suddenly talk. I was close to the house Ace was making me sell to.

I just wanna get this shit over with, I'm annoyed enough. It's like I feel so powerful yet grounded with heat and anger.

As I got closer to the house, it more became a mansion as I had to stop at a gate. Wait.

Why is this place familiar?? My eye twitched as I froze staring. White large home with ugly vines surrounding the walls of it.

Pressing a red button attached to a fancy box behind the gate, I heard a ring sound come off randomly.

"FUCK" the sound echoed into my head as it was a high pitch buzz. Agh holy shit. It hurt so much.

Seconds later I hear a voice come off the speaker attached to the box "who is this?" The voice was deep.

"Ace sent me here," I answer firmly wanting to smash the box machine for that disturbing noise.

"You're late" the voice complains than causing a  loud buzzing sound to come from the gate. It was opening.

Rolling my eyes, I press my foot on the gas purposely skidding the floor when the gate finished opening.

Parking my truck closest to the house, I gather the drugs and exit out fast. My head was still pounding from that unbearable noise.

Knocking on the front door, right aways someone answers. "X" a nigga I don't even know smirks at me, giving him a weird face I nod. Who he?

He steps aside, and I enter automatically to receive a flashback of this place. Ashton! I knew I had a bad feeling of this whole thing! Of course Ace would send me to the one person who previously beat me up.

Feeling fury I grit my teeth clenching my jaw.

"Follow me" the guy leads me away from the entrance and more towards the main living room. Every step I took had hesitation.

"In there" he turns at me with a dull face.

Keeping my face straight I enter the large room to see over ten guys and a couple beautiful women. These women only wore thin clothing. Why they be hanging round with these fools?

"X!" Ashton looks up yelling.

I approach them barely interested "Yo," I gather the drugs and held it up to give it to him.

"Where's Violet at?" He suddenly brings her up. My eye twitches and I quickly look down so none they notice. Course he's gotta mention her.

"Why the hell would she be with me?" I grumble. Ashton dryly chuckles.

"Ain't she your girlfriend?" He gets up into my face with some his friends following. I now look up at him standing my guard.

"No" I blankly say.