Games (Killua x Reader)✔

#15. I am sorry...

People cry, not because they are weak, but because they have been strong for too long
- Mira-jane Strauss
(Fairy Tail)

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(Y/n)'s POV
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It was as if life flooded back into me. I felt the tip of my eyes become wet. I fought the urge to cry.

"What are you doing, you baka?" He nearly shouted. He saw my face then relaxed. "Your life is precious, okay?"

"It's not like you- ," I started but he interrupted me.

"I am sorry," those words nearly made me stumble. He looked sincere. "I didn't know!"

"You didn't know?! You kiss Eleanor/Ellie and say you didn't know?" I tried to keep calm. He looked confused then suddenly realization struck him.

"She, she, she showed me this, and I was crying. I didn't know that she intended that," he said and showed me his phone. I gasped. Some boy I didn't know was kidding me on the photo! I don't even know him!

"Ki- Killua, I, I- "

"Don't worry. I know it's not true," he assured me. Then he explained everything to me. About Eleanor's/Ellie's plan. "So.... Will you forgive me?"

I thought about it. He was sorry, so maybe I should forgive him. Even though he did break my heart....

"Ok," I said. But, even though I forgave him, I will never forget that he broke my heart. He did kiss Eleanor/Ellie, even though unwilling.

I had suicide thoughts because of it. He meant so much to me and he broke me when he said that he wanted to break up. Well we are no more a couple now. He is my ex-boyfriend, now.

"Thanks," he gave me a small smile. I smiled back. He was about to say something when I put a hand up.

"Killua, can you please leave? I just, need some time alone," I said. He nodded then left. I plopped on the couch.

I sighed. Killua.... I love you so much, but I don't think I can go through this again. Us being together.... Maybe it was never meant to be. Plus, I am only 14. Life isn't all about love..... Even though you may want to get back with me, I can't, no won't, no shouldn't do that. It will hurt me more.....

I spent the rest of the day wondering whether or not to get back with him, if he ever asks, that is.

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"Hey, (y/n)," said Killua. Something is wrong. He was looking deadly. "Even though we have come close, I don't want to be your boyfriend again"

I nearly cried. But, no, I won't cry! "Why?"

"Hmmm, because you are annoying," he said. I just stood there, rigid.

"Killua- "

"(Y/n), I am sorry, but I have to kill you," he said. My heart sank. I opened my mouth to protest.

"But Kil- !"

He disappeared and reappeared beside me. He put a knife next to my neck, then whispered, "I am sorry, but I love you, and for that, I have to kill you"

A flash of silver. Wet cheeks. Blood-soaked shirt. I fell.

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"Noooooo!" I woke up. I looked around to find myself in my room. I have a sigh of relief.

Killua hadn't killed me. I was alive. I shook my head, but I couldn't forget that stupid dream.

I stood up and went to the refrigerator. I pulled out a bottle of some mango juice and poured it out for myself. As I put my lips on the edge of the glass, I realised something.

Eleanor/Ellie. A revenge sounds good. But, that's not like me. I just need to teach her a lesson.
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