I have no idea what to do, I love Liam so much, I finally got him, I can't just let that go. He is the love of my life. He is my light and my world. But I have a daughter now, I also has to think about her.
I sat down crying while Phoebe was sleeping. Niall was next to me rubbing my back. Niall was so caring, he took care of Phoebe when I didn't wanted to leave the bed.
I have been at Niall's house for a few weeks now and Liam has not even shown his face here yet. I saw him and the woman on the news this morning. The boys are going to have a concert tomorrow morning at a morning show. Niall have been asking me if I want to come. I am still thinking, should I go and se Liam with that woman or should I look for a house for me and Phoebe?
I whipped my tears away and nodded to Niall who hugged me and said "you won't regret it Nathalie, I will be right beside you when you need me"
The time went quick and it was night, I had asked Niall to watch Phoebe because I needed to get out of the house. I put on a red dress and heels. Niall walked in and said "wow you look stunning Nathalie" I smiled at him and he kissed my cheek. I grabbed my purse and went out the front door. Ohh god it was nice to get away from the house. I had promised Sophia that I was going to meet up with her and Harry at a club. As I was walking down there I could hear someone walking behind me. I started to pick up my speed and so did the person behind me. I started to slowly run and looking behind me not seeing that I ran into the street as a car came crashing into me. I heard a voice I think I have heard before yelling my name. Then everything went black and I could not hear a thing.
I woke up to a beeping noise and a Liam sleeping next to me holding my hand. Every time I was breathing my chest was hurting, and I could see bruises on my arms. My eyes was filling up with tears as I removed my hand from Liam's and he woke up looking all heartbroken. I was trying my best not to cry, but I did and whispered "why" Liam looked at me and said "What? Sorry Nathalie I don't understand" "why did you do it. Why did you bring another woman into my house and why did you even kiss her." He took my hand, but I shoved it away. He looked down "She.. well.. its kinda a long story honey " I let more tears fall down "I have loved you for so long and then when I finally got you this is how you repay me.. I think it's best if we just spend some time apart and then I can decide what I want. Who was that girl anyway" Liam looks into my eyes "her name is Callie Rose, she got cancer and is a fan of one direction. She said that all she wanted was a night to remember the last few weeks she was going to be alive. She said she had never been kissed so I kissed her. I'm sorry" I looked down "then why did I hear you on the news this morning that you and her have been spending a lot of time together" "Like I said she wanted something to remember and I wanted to make the last few weeks of her life something she could never imagine." He grabs my hands and stroke them "I could never love another person, you are the one I truly love. Forever and Always." I look down "She died this morning, I was at the beach with her and her parents, she died in my arms Nathalie. Me and her had build up a special friendship and she died in my arms. Then I got a call from Harry saying I had to go to this club where him and Sophia would be and you would come. then it got to me that you had left and I had yelled at you. I saw you walking down the street and I walked behind you, all I wanted was to talk, but you started to speed up and I did that to. You then looked behind and walked right into the street where there was a car coming with full speed. I could not run fast enough to get to you in time." He's voice cracks and I start crying "I'm so sorry Liam" He kissed my hand "please come home Nathalie, I miss you so much"
He charmed me once again, but what can I say, I'm in love. I got a broken rib, and some bruises. The doctors keep telling me I'm lucky to even be alive. They did release me with a lot of pain killers. I have no idea why, but I am happy, I can go tomorrow if I'm not doing too much.
The next morning I was in so much pain I had to go to the hospital again and Liam had to take Phoebe to the morning show. I had to stay in the hospital for a few weeks now. I saw in the newspapers that Callie Rose was in it. It was telling about her cancer and how much it had meant for her to be with Liam the last weeks of her life. The parents had a long interview about how they had seen the last few weeks and the struggle of a 16 year old girl with cancer and how it was too loose a child. I was reading it and my heart broke reading it. I have a daughter and I can't imagine her dying before me. The parents talks about Liam like he is a god or something. I could not be more proud of Liam now, I am kinda feeling embarrassed about all of this drama I am making. I am not the girl I was when I kissed Liam for the first time.
I smiled and though back at the time we danced to I won't give up by Jason Mraz. Then I close my eyes and gets a flash back from that night with Safe by Westlife on the radio. He said that night when I was wearing my blue dress looking out into the light from the pool "I love you Nathalie, I will keep you safe. This is a promise i will make to you. You're my best friend, i don't want to see you hurt. The smile on your face is what keeps me up every day. I don't know what I would do without you." I remember crying in my room that night because Liam spend time with Danielle and not me, I remember him coming to my room and me telling him that all I wanted was a dance with my best friend.
I opened my eyes, where is that Liam I knew then. The Liam I fell in love with. Did he change like me?
