I stood there with open mouth looking at Liam. Was he really going to ask me to marry him. The answer was yes. He said “Nathalie, I know this is freaking you out, but I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You’re my life, my light and my heart. I know I can’t find a better person than you. We got a beautiful daughter and that was the push for me to take this step. So Nathalie… will you marry me?” my eyes was tearing up and I just stood there for a while looking at the beautiful ring. I quickly nodded and he smiled at me and put the ring on my finger. He got up and lifted me up into the air and brought me down into a kiss. My life was perfect now, I had the man of my dream, and a beautiful baby girl. Nothing could make me unhappy… but I spoke to soon.
That night did Liam bring the fight up after I had put Phoebe to bed. He was kind of mad at me for what I did. I was crying and we yelled again, I threw the ring at him and walked up to the bedroom. He didn’t know how it was for me, I wanted us together when she was born. He just left, I think the fans would understand that he wanted to spend time with his little girl. I was so mad at him I started to pack my things. He came up and yelled some more about how its not fare I just run away when we fight. I almost just had a baby, and he wanted to talk about this. I was done with this. I was on my way to pack Phoebe’s things when he stopped yelling and said he was sorry. I needed to know he wanted this family. He walked over to me and he put the ring back on my finger and said “I don’t want you to leave again, I want you to stray. I finally got you in my life and I love you so much. I proposed to you and you said yes. I don’t want to lose you or Phoebe. You’re the best thing that have ever happened to me.” I was glad he wanted me for once. I also needed him to know I could not deal with the fact he just left when she was born. I knew it was his job, but he just got a daughter, and the fans still got before her and me. He said sorry and then he helped me unpack and we started talking wedding. This was going to be big, I wanted a big wedding with the dress, flower girl and everything. He was just saying, that I could get what I wanted but I didn’t want to spend a lot of money on the wedding. I didn’t want the fans to think I only married him for his money. I was marrying him for his heart.
He is my life and my everything, and I knew I can’t wait to official start this family. Maybe there will be more kids later who knows
