Jimin's POV:
*Beep Beep Beep*
I opened my eyes and I was attached to something. It seemed like a machine.
"Jungkook?" I mumbled looking to my left.
Did he stay with me?
"Hyung." He said.
His eyes were red. Was he crying?
"What happened?" I asked.
"Panic attack." He replied back.
I nodded.
Two doctors walked in.
"Jimin... did you used to have panic attacks before today?" Dr.Yoon asked me.
"I'm not sure." I said confused.
"Hm okay. What about any anxiety? Depression?" He asked again.
"I have anxiety." I stated.
"Okay what about waking uo at night? Like hyperventilating or not being able to breath." He asked again.
"Umm. Yes I've been having dreams. I've been waking up crying and feeling tightness in my chest.. why?" I asked scared to know the answer.
"Since you have anxiety that is most likely what caused this panic attack." The doctor next to him said.
I sighed sorta feeling releived but not really.
"This means you need to stop stressing out and relaxing more. Usually it comes from stress or fear. And knowing how hard kpop groups work I will ask your manager to give you guys a break for a little so that your health isn't at risk. And this goes out to all the members too." Dr. Yoon said.
I nodded. They took the needle out. And discharged me that same day. I layed down on the couch dozing off.
I woke up in a room. It was familiar. It was Jungkook's room. I looked around and he wasn't there. I fell asleep again.
"NO!" I yelled waking up from my nightmare.
I looked to my side and saw Jungkook hugging me.
"Jimin. You heard the doctor. Stop stressing out please I don't want you to get hurt." He said quietly, still hugging me.
"I can't Jungkook." I said as I held back my tears.
"Let it out." Jungkook said.
My heart was beating fast. There was a lump in my throat. My hand was wet. I had started to cry again.
"Why? I keep having these dreams. They keep telling me I won't be loved. But why am I starting to beleive them?" I said still crying.
"S-Stop." Jungkook stutterd.
I looked up at him. He looked into my eyes. His were filled with tears trying not to cry. A tear slipped out and landed on my hand. I then hugged him.
"Why are you crying?" I asked softly.
I could tell he was thinking on what to say. "Everything you're saying... why do you constantly think no one loves you?" He asked as his voice cracked.
Why do I feel like no one loves me?
Jungkook's POV:
I cried hearing Jimin say no one loved him.
"Why are you crying?" He asked me.
"Because you say no one will ever love you when in reality I love you! I do! But you will never notice it!"
I tried saying but instead the words that came out were:
"Everything you're saying... why do you constantly think no one loves you" I said as my voice cracked trying not to cry even harder.
Wait.. I said I love Jimin. As a friend though. Right?
Night came once again...
"He's just a friend" I thought as I was falling asleep.
