schiz•o•phre•ni•a
a long-term mental disorder of a type of involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behavior, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relations...
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jimin
"yeah mom i'm fine." i spoke to her through the phone.
it was my second day at my college university of california.
"have you taken your pills today?" she asked as I replied yes to the phone. she was getting on my nerves she would call me three times a day asking if i took my pills.
"do you remember what happened with your brother? it's important that you take your pills jimin!" she practically yelled through the phone.
oh my brother-- i remembered what happened clearly. my brother and i had been close, i was 9 at the time and he was 5 years old. one time he wanted to go swimming so, i ran the bath water in the bathroom and filled it all the way up to the top. he happily got into the bath tub and he was pretending to swim around. i decided that i wanted to help him.
"here jin, let me hold your feet so you can swim underwater you will see everything under there. there are sea turtles, fishes, and i think even whales." i said excitedly as he just gave me a straight face.
"jimin you know that none of those things exist in this bath tub? it's only in the real ocean." he giggled and i grew mad by the second.
"well yes there is! don't tell me that there isn't any fish in this tub because there is jin." i got excited again because i knew there was actually fish in there. i just wanted jin to see it for himself but he wasn't listening to me.
"no there isn't jimin that only exists in the ocean!" he began to laugh and my anger began to rise.
alright that was it, i had enough of his childish games telling me that there was nothing in this water. yes there is! i've seen it myself from when i swam in the bath tub.
"well i'm going to show you that it is real!" i yelled as i grabbed both of his legs pulling it above the water and leaving his head down.
he was just splashing in the water which was good because now he knew it was true himself. a couple of minutes he stopped moving, i even nudged his body a little bit but there was no response. he was playing dead which was getting me mad.
"jin get up! your annoying me so much!"i began to shake his body but he didn't move at all.
"i will be back when you learn how to get up out of the water." i shook my head and rose to my feet walking out of the bathroom door.
my parents called us for dinner and i was finally happy again because i was starving. my mom made the best kimchi jjigae ever.
