My Hood Love 3

|Chapter 19|

Kehlani Pov.

I stared out the window, watching the rain come down as Zay drove me to my doctors appointment. Zay looked over at me and sighed. "Baby, are you ok?"

I didn't say anything. Lately I haven't been wanting to do anything. I barely eat and when I do it's small portions. Every since Riety death, I've been feeling depressed. I don't know maybe I am depressed now. Kayla hasn't been the same either. She just sits in her room and won't touch her toys period. They now remain in her closet untouched.

"Look I know this hard but you're carrying our child. You stressing and not eating is not healthy." Zay said pulling into the parking lot. I took off my seat belt off and nodded my head a little before getting out.

After I signed in, I waited to be called in the waiting room. I picked up a magazine that had news and pictures about Riety. I'll be glad when they stop talking about it.

"Kehlani León?" A white lady called , stepping into the waiting room. I stood up along with Zay and Kayla. She took me to a room and said she would be right back. When she came back she asked me a few questions and wrote everything down.

She hooked me up so she could listen to the baby heartbeat and see how it was doing. She told me everything seemed healthy and that I was would be a month tomorrow. Zay seemed more excited than I did although I was still happy about another baby.

After I set up my next appointment, we left.

"What we eating tonight?" Zay asked.

"Pizza?" Kayla asked. Surprise she said anything after how she's been feeling and acting.

"Sure that sounds good!" Zay said.

After we got the food and took it home, I only ate a few slices and went upstairs to lay down. Few minutes later Zay was coming in.

"You got to stop." He said sitting on the bed.

"Stop what?"

"Acting like this. Acting this way is not gonna change the fact that she's gone. You're doing nothing but hurting yourself." He said.

He's right but how can I be happy or go back to normal that quick. I still have that heavy feeling in my chest that I need to release. Just don't know how.

"I'm sorry." I said the bursting into tears. Zay pulled me into his arms , holding me tight and kissing my head. "Shhhh, it's ok." He said as he rocked me back and forth kissing my head.

Zay Pov.

After I calmed Kehlani down she fell asleep in my arms. I know this is a hard time for her, for all of us really but we'll get through this. 

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