hey. i know y'all want new updates for anxiety, but im so fucking depressed. like, I'm sooo sad. i wouldn't say I'm like suicidal, but i do have like very rare suicidal thoughts. anyways, I'm gonna be updating that book soon, but right now I'm too sad. ive tried talking to people, writing about it, self harm, pretty much everything but drugs and alcohol. i don't know what to do, but for now I'm just gonna write about my thoughts and feelings in here. there might be some poems, idk. i just feel like this might help a little? soo sorry there's no update rn, but there will be very soon. i made some good progress today.
ily all, goodbye (:
xoxo
