sooo it's gotten to the point where i don't even want to do this anymore. like ik i said yesterday in part one that i wasn't suicidal, but the past week has just been so bad for me. i start school soon, so ik its only gonna get way worse then. the shit i go through is so fucking annoying, but I'm a baby so i know I'm definitely not gonna end up killing myself. i just really, really wanna gts and not wake up, but i dont want to DIE. its complicated. anyways, im sad, bye. 💛
