My Burning Desires

Crying

"Kanji-chan can we play a game?" Nao said.
"Like what?" I asked
"How about skip the stones the fastest!" He smiled brightly. I looked at mulberry lake. Several long paths of rocks.
"Okay. Be careful okay Nao! I don't want you hurt" I said
"No way!" He scrambled his small five year old body onto the rock. That was almost bigger than him.
"Look kanji-chan! K--kanji!!" He was slipping.
"Nao!" I swooped in. Grabbing his fragile body.
"Kanji-kin how are you so strong? You're only two years older!" He grabbed my cheeks.
"I'd catch you anytime. I love you lots Nao!" I said smiling.
"You--that's embarrassing kanji-chan!"
We laughed in unison, as if our time was endless. It was golden, forever..

"Ah..kanji-chan..stop..I can't..anymore..ahnn.." Nao was gasping and moaning. I slowly released my mouth off of his neck. Blood fell from his neck.
"Lemme heal it--" I was cut off by nao's lips. He was kissing me.
I heard a knock, Nao quickly pushed me away. As if I was the one who started the kiss.
It was nao's butler.
"Let's go! NOW, the king is very disappointed" the butler grabbed him, and drug him away. I couldn't go up against the kingdom. Nao would hate me for it.
We reached for each other. But we were out of each other's grasp.

I walked out of my room. It was night time by now. I looked in three living rooms, two game rooms, and two guest bedrooms, no glut no raye. I finally decided to go to Raye's room. I opened the door a little. Hearing moaning.
"Ha..ha..R-Raye, mnn!" glut moaned
"That good eh?" Raye continued to thrust into glut.
Bad timing..
I walked alone to the kitchen. I was going to open a beer. Instead I collapsed.
"Nao..Nao..." I whispered. A couple tears fell. What kind of a man am I? Crying over..
"Waah..."

******
******
smack, smack.
"Father I'm sorry!" I said.
"You impure bastard. Learn your place! You don't have sex with vampires! Especially not that vampire" father slapped me over and over.
"You won't see that boy again got it?"
"Yes father" I said.
I swiftly left.
I couldn't get why my chest hurt so much.. So very much. Before I knew it, I was crying into my pillows.