64 Days Of Dolans ( no longer continuing )

Chapter Two Page Eight

You know that moment, when you wish you could go back in time, to fix that mistake. I wish I could've done that, I wish I just stayed home, and not kiss Grayson. I honestly feel shitty.

" Ethan! " I screamed, I couldn't breath that well, I wanted to scream, I wanted to yell, I was gonna freak out! " Grayson! " I shouted, Maya came over to me for support, the police had came and she grabbed me and pulled me away from Ethan, I didn't wanna leave him alone. I started to cry, I was about to have a breakdown. " Alina, its okay " Maya said hugging me, she started to pat on my head, the cops had arrested Derrick, Grayson came over and started to cry with me, I looked at him and hugged him. " Alina, you should go home and rest, ill call you when Ethan's awake " Shelby said, I looked at her and nodded, " ill come with you " Grayson said, we walked out and went into my car, I didn't want to drive cause I was really upset.

After I was calm, and not crying, I looked over at Grayson, he had a sad face on, it made me upset and I started to shed tears again, Grayson saw and wiped my tear off of my face. We got to my house and sat on the couch, we haven't said a word to each other after the kiss. I was starting to worry, " Gray " I said, he ignored me, I didn't want him mad at me, he is like, my best friend. I looked down, and was disappointed with myself, this was all my fault, I kissed Grayson, I basically cheated on Ethan, with his own twin brother. " listen, I didn't mean to kiss you, I thought you were Ethan, and I wasn't even paying attention " I said apologizing, he still, didn't say anything, I felt so bad, I was about to cry again. But from the corner of my eye I saw Grayson look over at me, I looked at him, we were now making eye contact with each other, " apologizing isn't gonna help, this is all your fault! " Grayson yelled, I got really upset and ran to my room, I locked my door and started crying, I knew he was right. I looked to the other side of the room and my phone was ringing, it was Maya, I ran over to my phone and picked it up. " Maya! " I shouted, " come over now! " Maya yelled, I ended the call and ran downstairs, " Grayson Grayson we need to go " I said panicking, Grayson got up, and kissed me, our lips were moving with passion, I didn't know what to do so I just stood there, he put his hands on my hips and pushed me closer to him, I was so confused, he gets mad at me, than kisses me! He moves his hands down so it was touching my ass, we were still kissing. Honestly, I was having mixed feelings, I put my arms on his shoulder and grabbed on to him, what am I doing! I'm dating Ethan, and I'm making out with his brother, I moved back, and we stopped kissing. It didn't feel right. I walked away and got into the car and waited for Grayson, it was time to see Ethan.