Dear Lukas (NorFin)

May Thirty First Nineteen Thirty Nine

Dear Lukas,

The only thing that's been on my mind lately is our wedding. We've been engaged for three months, only four more until our wedding. I was thinking, we picked red, white, and blue as our colors, but that seems so American. Shall we have white and blue instead?

Another thing I thought of. Guests. I made a list but I wanted to see if you agree.

Matthias
Emilia
Berwald
Erik
Penny
Monika
Feliciano
Carmen
Julchen
Lovino
Romeo
Alice
Eduard
Tori
Feliks
Ralynn
Alfred
Francis

Is that too many people? Just our friends and their families.

So many thoughts going through my head. I found a beautiful wedding dress but I wasn't ready to buy it. I want to bake our own cake. No buying a cake. And the reception. There's many songs to pick. So much to think of for now.

Berwald keeps telling me you're not coming back and trying to comfort me. He's asked me out again as well. Absurdities. I know you will come back for me. How I wish you are here with me.

Love,
Tiina