Dear Diary, {KyouHaba}

Four.

   Hello Diario,

   I will never say that again.

   Kyoutani is still acting weird. I think I upset him, but he won't talk about it. I feel so bad, I want to say sorry, but I can't apologize for something I don't know about. I hope he doesn't hate me. Maybe I should leave him alone, maybe he's annoyed by me. 

   Update on the crush-like thing; it's a crush. I hate my life. He's so frickin cute. I  don't know if it's safe to write his name in here, I don't want Oikawa or someone else to read this. I don't even know if Oikawa read the first entries. I hope not. I asked Makki for advice on my crush. Makki is actually a super trustworthy person, he can get really serious when needed, same with Mattsun. I've always been closer to Makki than I have been with Mattsun though. Makki just said to tell him, or I could miss my chance. But how on Earth can I tell him? I don't even think he likes boys. Or anybody, actually. I think he hates me specifically. 

   Supposedly, we're getting each other gifts this month, kinda like Secret Santa but it's not Christmas. We did the draw today, I actually managed to get Kyoutani. I almost feel like it's weird of me to get him the gift, because I think he hates me. I've always wanted to get him a gift, but he's never told me his birthday and doesn't accept gifts on Christmas. 

   I looked around town after school, looking for what to get him. I have a mild obsession with onesies and sweaters that have the ears on the hood. M I L D OBSESSION. I found a store that's fucking filled with that kind of stuff. I bought myself a lot of stuff, and also got him a teal and pink sweater with dog ears, and a really cute stuffed dog. I think it was a poodle? Oh, and I got a bunch of candy, for myself and him. I found a really cute gift box, it was peach with white ribbon and bow. 

   Kyoutani looked up from the diary and over to his bed, where a plush poodle sat on the edge. Kyoutani set the diary down and got up, heading over to his closet. Inside, was a teal hoodie with a pink zipper. He looked at the hood, to make sure he wasn't mistaking it for something else. And there were the dog ears, with the pink on the inside. The inside of the sweater was pink fluff. Kyoutani stared at the sweater, and the blood rushed to his face and ears. He buried his face in the sweater. 

   Hopefully he likes it. And hopefully he doesn't hate me. I'm going to just leave him be, let him do what he wants.