All We Ever Wanted (Sequel to Never Let You Go)

Its now or never.

Sophia, ..p..o...v......3:56..am......

Everyone is asleep, but i cant sleep, how could i ?

In a less than 20 hours i'll be taking part in some creepy witch stuff, something i would never want to do, most wolfs thought witch's were wrong, the things they did arent right, i am part of them, this isnt right ,

But if it meant safety for my family?  what choice do i have?  i dont wanna do it, but i have too.

"Sophia?" Kyle whispers, i roll over to face him ,we're both in the bed, Kody and Isabel have mats on the floor, that they chose instead of all figureing out how to get in the bed, at least he had gave them something to sleep on,

Kyle pulls me close to him, and kisses my head,

"Are you okay?" he says

"I think so, its just this isnt right, witchs, helping them, go against everything." i say

"I know baby, im so sorry." he says

"Yeah, but i mean what choice do i have?" i say, he sighs, not knowing what to say, he just leans close and kisses me, it feels so amazing, its feels like forever since we were both home and happy,

Things had taken a turn after the wedding, everything fell apart after that,

"Things will be okay baby, it will be," he says

"How do you know that?" i say

"I just do." he says

............

Its just after 4 in the afternoon now, we're all siting the in little living room, we will have to go some where out into the woods tonight to do it,

 "Can i have a word with you?" Ricky says to me, i get up off the couch and go after him, he walks down the hall into the kitchen, then he turns back to me,

"What do you want?" i ask

"You'r not going to cause me any problems now are you?" he says

 "No," i say

"Good, and we're clear on everything right?" he says

"Yes, but i dont ever want to see you again after this." i say

"I cant promise that." he says

"You stay away from my family got it? you will never lay a hand on my kids." i say 

"Fine, and i will stay away unless i need you" he says

"Sure, but next time you dont have to kiddnap me." i say

"Maybe." he says

"Uhg." i say he just shrugs,

"But there are some things i want to know." i say

"Like?" he says

"Everything." i say

"Uh...okay." he says

"I want to know what happened to my mom, why'd you have to kill her?!" i demand

"That is a long story." he says

"Tell me," 

" It started after Isabel was born, " he says

"I would've been about two?" i say

"Yeah, well you know we got married, when you'r mom had never wanted to marry me, i'd asked her a few times, just stuff like maybe we should get married, but she always said she wasnt ready, but i did love you'r mother, then out of the blue she wanted to get married, i was excited and two weeks later we were married, a month after that she told me she was 4 months pregnant." he says then stops for a breath