All We Ever Wanted (Sequel to Never Let You Go)

Times ticking away....

Sophia..p..o..v...........

Its been three weeks since they left and every day seems to get harder, i hate it i truly do and all i want is for him to come home, i feel so lonely now because Isabel is sleeping down stairs with Kody now,

And her dad is still here but he is staying at Kyle's moms house because they have more room than our house and because there is more people there to keep a eye on him but the whole time he has been great, 

He seems like a pretty nice guy and he hasnt told me anything huge things because i dont think he wants to worry me anymore than i am now but he has told me a few storys about my mom and about Isabel when she was a baby,

Today most the little kids are back at school, for the first week they were out because of everything but after that they had to start going back, another good thing about a werewolf school is they understand things like this and we can get out for it,

 Everyone but the ones how are gaurding and stuff are at school the ones with jobs stayed out because well if they alpha says they stay out of school, for whatever reason well then they do and its aloud.

Thats why Kody could come cry to Kyle nad he would call the school and said he needed him and they have to let him out and give him the day but Kyle didnt want him to be stupid or anything so he wouldnt do it much and he would usely make him learn some pack stuff since that is why they said he was out.

But for right now i am laying in the bed looking at the wall, im starting to get kinda depressed with him gone and im worried about him now because i havent talked to him in a week now and im so scared,

But i know he is not dead at least and i keep holding on to that at least, but i wonder what is going on that i havent heard from him or anyone else and i have spent most of the last few days crying, and also because im just so all over the place now,

I'll be laughing and crying and yelling and everything all at once! and i think im about to drive my self crazy! and ive been so tired that is anther reason ive been laying around im about seven months.

And a part of me is scared that what if i had the babies before he got back? Really at this point it could be any day, werewolf kids could really be ready to be born at seven and a half months,

And since im having twins what if i have them sooner, and what if he is not here?! that would kill me if he missed it and i know he would be upset to and i swear if these babies even think about being born to soon..Well i dont know what i'll do...

"Sophia! " a guy calls out and i hear the front door shut, i sit up and turn around seeing the pack doctor walk in the living room i smile at him and he comes to sit in the chair in front of me,

"Hi." i say  

"Hey how do you feel this week?" he asks

"Okay, just worried i guess i havent heard from them since you were here last." i say sighing, the last two weeks he has came here to see me since i havent left the house all that much and really at this point im supossed to be on bed rest,

But with everything going on this is the best i can do, sit here on the couch and try to rest but ive been so stressed and everything, so it hasnt been all that easy, he sighs and nods

"Tomorrow i'll need you to come in to the office, is that okay? i just need to do a few test and stuff." he says and i nod

"Okay, what time?" i ask yawing and he smiles at me, and i want to roll my eyes but i dont,

I catch people smiling and giving me looks all the time, i dont mind it but it does feel a bit weird, i mean ive always been someone who drawed a lot of attention but because everyone hated me but now they look at me and they dont see the outcast of a girl that no one likes,