All We Ever Wanted (Sequel to Never Let You Go)

'Trying' to get back to normal..

...Sophia...p..o..v....April 28th...8:16..am...

April 26th, at 9:14 and 9:25 am those are the times i will all ways remember, those are the times when i first got to hold the little babies i'd waited what felt like forever on.

Its been two days, and everything is going good, when they were borh Kevin weighed 4.6 pounds and Kendall 4.3 she was just a bit smaller than him but you really couldnt tell they were pretty much the same size,

But they have each gained almost half a pound, little piggies they want to eat all the time! most babies eat what every 4 hours? well they want to be fed every three and sometimes every two hours,  

For the most part i feed them when they want to eat , James says that i should feed they as much as they want unless they're just eating for no reason and puking it back up then i should give them a little break.

But they keep down most of what they eat, but that means im getting even less sleep than i thought i would..

"Oh your up, good morning baby." Kyle says walking back in the room and i smile at him guessing from the coffee in his hand he went down to eat,

I couldnt wait to go home and let our babies see their new home, maybe by tomorrow we can go home i think they babies need to gain another half pound before we get to go and at the rate they're going, yeah we'll be home tomorrow night.

"Yeah i just woke up." i say yawning and he smiles handing me a cup of coffee and i take it gladly but look down at it then back to him.

"Can i have this?" i ask, since i would be feeding our babies i had to be carefull what i ate, he told me i could still have coffee just dont drink a lot, just like a cup or so in the morning and maybe if i need some during the day.

But i have had a little trouble nothing to big, something about me having a real high blood pressure, they werent going to do anything just being carefull until my body evens out and they said no coffee until he says so.

"Yeah he said you could have a little, he thinks you'll be okay but if it gives you problems you arent getting any more for a while, we know its hard to stay awake with twins without a little coffe." he says kissing my head and i smile and take a sip,

But i know he's still worried something will happen to me, but im sure i'll be fine, i take a another sip of it and then put it on the table beside the bed, and he sits beside me and i look over at the two babies in their little beds.

I didnt want my babies to be taken from me even if it ment i could sleep more, i wanted them right here with me and i know Kyle liked it better where he can sit with them and me so he wouldnt have to chose.  

"Kyle." i say

"Hum baby?' he says getting up and kissing my head and sitting beside me , 

" When will we get to go home?" i ask and he just sighs

"Baby girl how many more times are you going to ask?" he says

"Until you answer me."

"I have answered you, but baby asking me over and over isnt going to change anything." he says sighing and i shrug, okay so im tired of sitting in this room! im going crazy just being stuck in here!

"I know you dont like it but hey theres some people here to see you..." he says and i dont like the way he trailed off like that, oh gosh who's here?

"Who?" i say trying not to groan but i was happy at least i had something to do.

"Um, about half the pack..."