Bambam didn't say anything to Yugyeom, he didn't want to. He felt like if he did, he would only get yelled at. He just laid in bed, not wanting to get up or do anything, Yugyeom laying beside him, on his phone. Even though Yugyeom said he'd fix it, he wasn't doing very well. He mostly just stopped doing anything with Bambam. A sigh escaped Yugyeom's lips as he sat up.
"Bambam, do you want something to eat?" Yugyeom asked the boy.
"No, I'm fine," Bambam said.
"Okay," Yugyeom said, as he got up from the bed and left the room.
Bambam felt sad as a lump formed in his throat.
'He didn't even care that I didn't want food,' Bambam thought as he felt tears forming in his eyes. He couldn't hold back anymore and the tears just started falling. 'He doesn't fucking love me anymore. I want to go home.'
"Bammie, don't cry," Yugyeom said from the doorway.
Bambam looked up wiping the tears from his eyes.
Yugyeom walked over to Bambam, and pulled him up from the bed, bringing him in for a hug. Bambam just cried more.
"You didn't even care that I don't want to eat," Bambam cried out.
"I'm sorry Bammie, I'm just stressed right now," Yugyeom said, as he tried to comfort the boy.
"Maybe we should just go home," Bambam said as his crying ceased a little.
"What? No, let's stay for awhile longer, just a few more weeks and then we'll go home," Yugyeom said as he looked into Bambam's teary eyes, both hands on the boy's shoulders.
"But, I feel like you don't love me anymore," Bambam said with a sniffle.
"Bammie, I do love you and I don't want you to be sad," Yugyeom said with a reassuring smile.
"Are you sure?" Bambam asked, not sure if he believes Yugyeom or not.
"Yes, I'm sure," Yugyeom told the boy, pulling him in for another hug.
"Okay," Bambam said simply, closing his eyes as he felt Yugyeom's embrace.
'I don't believe you,' Bambam thought in his head.
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"I'm going for a walk," Bambam said to Yugyeom, not even bothering to put on shoes, knowing he was going to walk along the beach again.
"Do you want me to come with you?" Yugyeom asked. "It's starting to get dark."
"No, I need to think, just go to sleep first and I'll be in bed soon," Bambam said as he opened the sliding glass door.
"Okay, don't stay out too late," Yugyeom said, standing up from the couch and walking over to Bambam with a small smile on his face. "And be careful, I would die if anything bad happened to you."
Bambam smiled slightly before Yugyeom gave him a small kiss on the lips. It felt different to Bambam, like it wasn't real, like he was dream or something.
"I will, don't worry," Bambam said as he walked out side into the cool summer breeze, the sky pink from the sunsetting.
Bambam walked down to the beach and saw the yellow circle falling into the ocean. It was pretty and brought a smile to the boy's face. He decided to sit on the rocks with his feet in the water. The sounds of small waves hitting the shore filled his ears. It was peaceful and calm, he liked it. He watched the sunset as the seagulls flew above him, calling to each other loudly, some diving to catch a fish or two.
Bambam looked down to see a baby crab crawling along the rocks. He picked it up with his fingers and looked at the small creature make tiny bubbles come out of his mouth. Bambam smirked a bit as he placed the crab in the palm of his hands, watching as it crawled around.
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Summer Was Fun || jackbam || ✔️
FanfictionBambam goes on vacation with his boyfriend Yugyeom and their two friends Jaebum and Youngjae. They plan to stay at this resort for one month and while they're there, Bambam meets Jackson. He starts getting feelings for Jackson and can't decided to e...
