Bambam goes on vacation with his boyfriend Yugyeom and their two friends Jaebum and Youngjae. They plan to stay at this resort for one month and while they're there, Bambam meets Jackson. He starts getting feelings for Jackson and can't decided to e...
Jackson sat on the sand looking at the water. It was early in the morning and Bambam was still sleeping. He needed some time to think about everything that had happened during this month.
He needed some advice. He pulled out his phone and called one of his dearest friends.
"What?"
"Amber, what's up!"
"I was about to sleep until you called. Is it about Bambam?"
"You already know."
"What happened now, it's been another week."
"Well we are now officially together."
"Congrats man."
"But I don't feel good about it."
"Why? You have no reason to feel bad. His boyfriend was cheating on him so you came in at the perfect time, like Mr.Right."
"But what if I'm not good enough for him. He went to the hospital a few days ago because he hadn't been eating and I didn't even notice."
"Jacks-"
"And you know who came to the hospital? His ex. And he seemed so worried."
"Jackson, I haven't even met the guy but I bet you're perfect for him. He did fall for you too."
"That's true."
"Exactly, so don't worry about it, every relationship has ups and downs."
"I guess you're right."
"Of course I am. So are we good?"
"Yeah."
"Great, when you coming back?"
"In four days."
"Okay, I'll have your house clean by then, later Jackson."
Click
Jackson put his phone down and let out a sigh. He knew exactly what he was going to do today.
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Jackson waited impatiently at the cafe, holding his coffee tightly as his leg shook under the table.
He was a nervous wreck. He had no idea what he'd say or if this guy would show up.
The bell of the door sang in his ears as he looked up to see him.
Yugyeom.
"I only came to make sure you don't break Bambam's heart," Yugyeom said as he sat down across from Jackson.
"I think you already did that," Jackson told him with an eye roll.
"If you want to fight, we can," Yugyeom said simply.
"That's not why I called you," Jackson said with a sigh as he looked down. "I just want to know why you would ever cheat on such a perfect, little, beautiful Thai boy who deserves the world."
"I don't know why I did it," Yugyeom said shamefully.
"That's not a good enough answer," Jackson said sternly.
"Okay, maybe I just didn't feel a romantic type of relationship with him anymore, and somehow I found that through Jungkook, I do really feel bad though, I just hope he's okay," Yugyeom said sincerely. "Honestly I couldn't decide if I was happy that he found you or if I was jealous, I guess I was both. I'm still his friend though, I'll never be anything less or anything more."
"Even though he was seeing me, he was still hurt by you," Jackson said to him.
"I know and I'm sorry about that."
"When you came to the hospital, you blamed me, and honestly so did I, but part of this is your fault too."
Yugyeom said nothing and just looked down.
"He said he needed space, I suggest you give it to him, go hang with your real boyfriend," Jackson said getting up from his seat.
"Jackson wait," Yugyeom said with a sigh.
Jackson stopped and glared down at the other.
"Would you tell Bambam how sorry I am, and that I still care about him," Yugyeom said softly.
"Sure, but that's the only thing your getting from me," Jackson said and walked out of the cafe quickly.
He needed to get back to his Bambi.
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"Hey Jackson, how's Mark?" Bambam asked as Jackson entered the room.
Jackson said nothing and went over to the couch where Bambam was sitting, and just simply pulled him in for a kiss. It surprised Bambam at first but he let into it. It seemed like there was a lot of emotion in just the kiss alone, and Bambam knew something was wrong.
Jackson let go and backed away slowly from Bambam. The boy just looked at the latter with confusion.
"What happened?" Bambam questioned.
"I don't think I'm right for you," Jackson mumbled.
Bambam just looked at Jackson with wide eyes.
"Don't say that," Bambam said with the shake of his head.
"What if I can't protect you," Jackson said with worry.
"Jackson-"
"No, what happened yesterday made me realize that maybe I'm not ready for you, maybe once we leave this vacation land everything will change, and I'll lose you, I'm just so scared that I'll lose you, and I don't want to lose you," Jackson said sadly. He felt a lump in his throat, almost on the verge of tears.
"Jackson, you'll never lose me," Bambam reassured him. "I love you."
"You love me now, but what if tomorrow changes. I've experienced hurt too many times Bambam, I don't know if I'm ready to face it again."
"Look, I know you've been hurt, but so have I, do you think I don't fear that you'll screw me over like everyone else did, cause I do. I'm so scared that I'll fall madly in love with you, oh wait I already have, and then you'll dump me for another guy who's ten times more attractive than I am. You know how hot you are Jackson? And you're a model, sometimes underwear, people probably masturbate to your photos. You could have anyone you want, but you chose me, why?"
Jackson was thrown off by Bambam's speech. He didn't really know what to say.
"I don't know why I chose you, but all I know is I'm going to do everything I can to make you happy and to make you feel loved because I care about you so much Bambam, and I can't make you believe me but if you take a chance, I will too," Jackson said to him as he put a hand on the younger's shoulder.
Bambam just looked at him with a bit of sadness. He fell into Jackson, grabbing him and pulling him close.
Jackson just cuddled Bambam as best he could.
"We'll be okay, I promise," Jackson said softly.
Bambam just embraced Jackson as best he could. That's all he wanted right now, was to feel Jackson.
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Bambam: Of course we'll be okay we got each other ~
