Summer Was Fun || jackbam || ✔️

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Bambam still hasn't seen Yugyeom. He doesn't know where he went, but some of his stuff is still here. He couldn't help but feel like a bad person for what he did. He tried to call and text Yugyeom countless times to say sorry but he just wouldn't answer.

He was now laying in the empty bed alone not sure where his mind was set. He could be with Yugyeom forever if he just apologizes, but he could also be very happy with Jackson. He was still so confused. His phone started to ring as he grabbed it quickly, only to see it was Jackson.

"Yeah?" Bambam answered as he rubbed his forehead.

"Did Yugyeom ever come back?"

"No, I don't know where he is."

"I know where he is."

"Where?" Bambam asked with wide eyes as he sat up.

"He's at Jinyoung's place."

"What?"

"Yeah I went over there and saw Yugyeom, he told me not to tell you but I thought a should."

"Thank you, Jackson."

"Hey, can I come over?"

"Sure, I don't see why not."

"Okay, I'll be over then."

"Alright see you soon."

"Okay."

click

Bambam put down his phone letting out a small sigh. He hated this so much but he was happy that Jackson was coming over. It wasn't very long before he heard a knock on the sliding glass doors. Bambam jolted upwards and ran to open the door, seeing Jackson with ice cream and a smile. Bambam couldn't help but let a small smile form on his lips. He opened the door and in waltzed Jackson. 

"Hey, Bambi, I got you some ice cream," Jackson said with the sweetest smile ever.

"Thanks," Bambam said with a slight smile. 

"You're really not okay," Jackson said sadly. 

"I'm just so worried about him," Bambam said on the verge of crying, falling into Jackson's chest. "I feel like I broke him."

"It's okay Bambam, I'm here for you, it's going to be okay," Jackson said rubbing Bambam's back gently with one hand. 

"No, it won't be," Bambam said as he pushed Jackson away, not sure where his emotions sat. "It will never be okay."

Jackson just looked at Bambam with concern as the boy started crying. 

"Sometimes when I'm all by myself and the only thing I can hear is my thoughts, they tell me that I would have been better off not ever meeting you," Bambam said as he sniffled and whipped a tear off his cheek. 

"Bam-"

"And I believe them," Bambam said looking down. "I think it would have been better if we never met."

Jackson looked down at his feet with a small sigh. 

"So, what are you saying?" Jackson questioned. "Do you want to pretend we never met?"

Bambam looked up at Jackson with watery eyes as he tried to hold back the outburst of tears he wanted to release. 

"I'm saying we should forget each other," Bambam said as he backed away from Jackson a little. 

"You said you'd never forget me," Jackson said sadly. 

"I can't forget you," Bambam said not being able to hold back his crying. "And that's what hurts the most."