Betrayal

Broken start

It is a warm summer day and I run though the streets of a rather calm village, well at least right now it was rather calm. It could get very bussy and crowdy sometimes. I am happy that it is calm at the moment since then I would not bump against villagers. That would have been very rude and I don't really like being rude to people.

Well today it's more than just running away from the trainings that I don't even like. Really I just do these to make Ludwig happy, if it wasn't for him I would have quit with those allready. I think that that is something that he hasn't realised yet.

Trainings were more of an excuse for me and my boyfriend to spend time with each other without or bosses realising that we were together. It was when everything was still going great. It hasn't been going that well between me and my boyfriend for quite a while now and I notice his frustration on how impossible the trainings are now.

Most of those trainings are now just for him to let his frustration out and it is something that I personally don't enjoy. I know that he doesn't mean to hurt me or anything but I just can't do the trainings anymore. Bringing that fact to him has been kind of hard.

I am running to my bella who I love so much that I would even run away from my boyfriend and maybe even risk or friendship in the process. We have been dating for a few months now and we try to keep it a secret from everyone because we are afraid that someone tells our boyfriends.

Though something has started to get clear to me. Like my relationship with Ludwig, my relationship with her is starting to fall apart as well. That is for a other reason though, which is mainly because of her never being free which I just don't trust.

From the two relationships that are going on I can't really tell which is the more stable one. This descision is actually just for me to avoid those trainings. I wasn't going to tell anyone that and especially not the person itself, who allready has some troubles herself.

My Bella who also fell in love with, was a good friend of mine before this. She is in a more difficult situation since her boyfriend is Russia. I don't really need to make a drawing of what that includes but the main thing is that he is a big control freak.

He wants to know everyone she talks to and wants to know everything she does. I didn't really understand at first but knowing more about Russia's earlier life makes it very clear why he does this. He doesn't want to lose her, yet with doing the things he did he made sure that he would.

She said she felt like a caged bird untill we started dating at least that is what she said to me. The girl had never been really free and I assume that she said that to make me feel better. Her job kept her more in her own home than something else. That is besides the point though.

She said that she didn't like it that the freedom she worked for was taken from her. Which had allready been a complete lie from someone who has never shown any true feelings to my knowledge. She told me that I was the one who open the cage and gave her, her freedom back.

I cheat on my boyfriend with the girl, who has worked herself up from some random city that ment nothing to the world to a city that rules the European she achieved was something no other nation had done before her. There were big empires who started from scratch but they had something to start with and some influence on the working. Her name is Maureen Jacobs or as most people call her: Brussels.

She is the past enemy of my boyfriend and also has been my enemy as wellI Unlike between the fights that still go on betweent the two of them, we have been able to settle the arguments. We have known each other ever since I was small.

I was sad to discover that Germany did find something to hate her for. It was a really stupid thing even. Even I agree with the other nations that he held a grudge because of the wrong reasons but no one has been able to convince him that it is. They still don't like each other now and it all happend so many years ago.

Back to the reason why I am running through the streets of a city that I knew all to well, since it was a city in my country. I had made a promise to meet the girl I was talking about before. I was running late. She dislikes it, So I need to hurry. A family treat that the two share I guess, they both hate me running late.

"Veniciano Vargas the next time this happens I'll take your pasta away." I heard her saying when I arrived at the spot we had promised to meet. I was way too late and I know it, but than again It took a while before I lost Germany. For a weird reason he had been keeping an eye on me the whole time.

"I am sorry Bella~But it took a little while before I lost Germany. You know how he is?" Brussels nods lightly and coudn't prevent a sigh from escaping her lips." Yeah Italy I know how he is. So I forgive you. Are you sure he hasn't followed you?" She said and looked around.

I chuckled lightly at her paranoid reaction." Yes very sure Bella. Relax please~" I said and softly placed a kiss on her cheek to relax her. I didn't mind doing it even now that the spark that had been between us was gone. It was a thing that we Italians do, Belgians and other Europians do the same so it doesn't mean as much.

Not a surprise to me since she is cheating on one of the scariest nations, to me at least. Ivan can be rather scary in appearance and I don't know what she would have seen in the guy in the first place.I am actually scared that he will find out that she is cheating on him. Just because I don't know how he will react if he would find out.

I am also afraid that I won't be able to protect her. In a way we are still friend and I wouldn't want anyone to get hurt because of me. It is not who I am. I am not that strong at fighting. I can fight, ask Turkey about that. I just don't like fighting at never seemed like a way to solve problems. I never saw the point of wars, but always ended up in the big ones even though I never wanted to.

I felt a bit honoured that she would do this for me, since it is such a great risk to cheat on your overprotective boyfriend. The person, who would actually be able to break me if he finds out what is going on. I hope he doesn't find out.I like to stay like I am now.

"I was a bit later as well to be honest. Ivan didn't let me leave untill I told him that I had a very important meeting with one of the countries of the EU." She said and looked away. Never been that keen on lying appearantly, though what she had told him had not been a complete lie.

I wrap my arms around her waist and pulled her into a hug." I am not mad at you mia iride. So please don't feel bad." I said and laid my head on her shoulder. It felt really heavy because of a headache I have since earlier that morning." Thank you Feliciano." That is all what I heard from her.

I couldn't help but grin when I saw her smile. It was also a general thing, seeing people happy make me happy."You're welcome~"

I see the world in a completly different light not the best light but it seems a bit brighter when I am around her. I don't know how or why, but the safe feeling that I have been missing with Ludwig was with her, yet that was the only thing that there is.

She is the adopted sister of the man who raised my older brother. She and big brother Spain look more alike than her other family members. Well beside her older brother Antwerp. I keep wondering how it is possible.

She, Antwerp and Spain have green eyes and brown hair. While her other siblings have blond hair. She herself has darker green eyes than her siblings. Again how it is possible is a mystery. Many people have tried to study us nations but have never been able to find out what was different about us and what made that some of us didn't show signs that other people with the same thing would have.

I snapped out of my thoughts. "Let's go to the restaurant~" After that I took a deep breath. It would not be the happiest date ever but this had to happen.