Not without My son

"Ayeooo tra" i heard a very familiar voice call out to me. *Pop* *pop* *pop* ... three loud bangs caused white noise to fill my ears. Two blind bullets tore threw my flesh. One through my right shoulder. & One through my left leg. As i dropped to the ground holding my shoulder. All i could think of is my baby boy. Hes only 3. Who gone be there to teach him how to ball. How to respect women. How to make money. Then i thought bout my momma , she told me to get out the street life. She turning in her grave i know it. Then flashes of My girl smiling face popped up in my head, yo this cant be it. Im only 17 I slowly closed my eyes. Why didn't i just take the bus home? ...

*flashes back 2 weeks saturday morning. Last two weeks of summer*

*beep beep beep beep* I sit up , slip on my House shoes , grabbed one of the blunts from the ashtray. I rolled them last night box and Head towards the door. I see my son sleeping in his room and Can hear the shower going. I walk towards the bathroom "Baby , im finna chill outside while you get ready iight?" "Ok , you bet not be smoking either , its 7 in the mornin Tra" my girlfriend Alicia Yells. I didnt respond back to her, i just kept walking towards the door. As i sit on the stoop , my eyes start to gaze around. Then i start to think. "Im 17, i live in Brooklyn NY wallabe projects, gotta 3 year old son, an Amazing girlfriend, i dropped outta high school, sell dope, cars, or pretty much anything illegal, and im Brown skin. Already enough shit to have yall judge me, right? Well idgaf really. I lost my moms when i was 13, every since then. These streets have been my family. I only fucks with two mfs. Nate a.k.a college boy or CB & Charlie. Dont nobody got me like they do. We been brothers since the 3rd grade. None of us got shit going for ourselves , well except nate. Thats why We call him college boy or cb, that nigga got a full riding scholarship to Any college he want he smart as hell. No shame tho. Its good one of us gone make it outta wallabe. I gotta change too tho. especially for my son. He's my world. i wanna raise him to do right, but his goofy ass. momma always tryna keep me from doing that. especially since she always gotta different nigga at the house" Finishing up my thoughts i see nate goofy looking ass walking towards me. Looking just like layzie from bone thugs N Harmony ! Linky, 6ft, He had his hair in braids, which is new, he usually has his shit pulled back in a big ass poof ball. Today he was wearing all blue. With white long songs. I hate when he wear long socks. Looking like spongebob and shit .

"ayee waddup Tra" He holla before getting to me. I laugh "damn nigga why you so damn happy?" He sits down on the stoop next to me. Then looks at me. "Bruhh , member Kelly? Ol girl i use to mess with?" I had to think hard for a second cause nate fw alotta Rachet bitches. "Nahhh college boy, i give up" he smacks his lips "Nigga, Kelly Kelly" -_- he erks me with that. Like saying it twice gone make me remember. "Just cause you said the bitch name twice dont mean imma remember!" I snapped at him. He Starred at me for like 5 seconds then continued his point "Well anyways, she came by last night while my moms was at work right? Bruhh i remodeled her kitchen ya feel me?" I start laughing hella hard. This dude bragging cause he did some architecture work? "Annnddd nigga? I thought you was going to college for some csi type shit. Not building" he looked a me like i had 6 damn eyes. "What the fuck you talking bout?" He questioned. "I said. I remodeleDDDD her kitchen" He tried to say it again with more emphasis. I starred at him "I don't get it?" "We fucked" he stated then started grinning hard asl. "Ohhhhh damnn finally yo. You was working on her sexy latino ass for a long time. What happened nigga, you made her a Spicy dinner or something?" I joked. "Bruhhh thats racist" he defended. He knows im fucking with him. My sons half hispanic." Hollup real quick" i grab my lighter from the key stand then come back outside. I wanted to get lit while he told me what happened. When i sat back down he started talking again. "iight so She came over saying she needa head to practice on for cosmotal-something. Idk what that shit it called, something that gotta do with hair and make up and shit" He looked up at me like he knew i was finna say something. "Hell nahh she aint put no make up on me bruhh, i already know watchu was finna say" he grabbed the blunt from behind his ear and told me to light it , but i just lit mines and passed it to him. "Continue nigga" i rushed him impatiently. "So she started braiding my hair and trying different styles then..."

"ayeeeoooo my niggas" his story was yet again interrupted but charlie fat ass walking from his aprtment with his lil bad ass sister Carly. "Ayeee stupid. Have some respect for the peoples still sleeping" nate grunted to Charlie. "Shut the hell up college boy" Charlie yells. Charlie has the biggest mouth ever , but ig big mouth. Big stomach. "Whatchall over here doing?" He asked while tryna squeeze between us. "Now Charlie, you know yo big ass cannot squeeze between them" carly poked fun. Shes only 7 and she cussing like that. "Aw yea? How bout i tell mom bout you squeezing in the closet and stealing them cookies?" Charlie barked back. Carly rolled her eyes and put her hand on her hip "I was sneaking them for you fatty" she started laughing and ran back home. "I cant stand that bitch" Charlie huffed. I passed the blunt to him. "So i seen Kelly last night College boy" charlie added while holding in his hit. "Then i heard her" he started laughing "bro finally hit didn't you?" Nate started smirking ... "yes , i was all up..." "Im ready tra" Alicia interrupted. I smacked my lips. "Fuck, mann iight yall" i got up and smacked charlie upside his head. "Ayeo chill" he whined back. "Where yall heading on a saturday morning?" CB asked. "Dropping jr off to his moms then taking her to her moms" i answered while grabbing My son outta Alicia arms. "You going by the coop on yo way to yo baby mommas?" Charlie asked. The coop is a breakfast place everybody eats at. Especially on a saturday morning. It be so full you can sneak out without paying and nobody would even notice. "Yea we ride by there, why? You tryna go?" I asked while straightening out jrs Shirt. "Yea cmon cb roll wimme?" Charlie demanded. Cb smacked his lips "Man i ate already imma just go to the library and chill" "Getcho ass up and roll to the coop" Charlie reinforces. I hate when he tries to bitch cb , he know cb Dont want no bs . Especially when he got every damn college dick riding him. After waiting 10 minutes on cb decision he finally buckles into going.