Hey guys... I'm sorry for worrying you all. I was just so confused and scared of a situation that C0L0RL3SS explained in her art book. I couldn't handle trying to act 'ok' at the time, and I didn't want to have anything to do with anything on here- I was mostly afraid that I'd go back to Jay and text her and call her even though I knew I couldn't. It was just too hard to resist so I deleted the app and tried to get my mind off of it. It obviously didn't work because I downloaded it again and Jay texted me telling me that she was sorry- even though I don't blame her for any of this. I was just so afraid that we could never be that couple you'd see in their late 20's with a kid walking along side them. I was scared we couldn't have a future. But after some thought and some help from my dad, I regained my normal optimism and knew that I'd see her again one day, and that we could still have our first date- but we'll have to wait a bit longer than planned. I love you Jaidyn, you mean the world to me.
