Always Forever

⚰Death, Life 🧬and Love💓

Zyanya has died many times in many ways.... every man in the Mikaelson family has killed her except Elijah he had always refused to do so but each time she died the control her creators had over her and her.... hidden.... emotions weakened she was able to act on those emotions.... what she found strange was that each man she fell in love with belonged to the same family.... a father and TWO of his sons.... she had almost killed Elijah once though.... on that day Zyanya was blinded by a rage she had no idea where it came from but she knew was hers.... perhaps it was a mixture of all the times she felt anger but could never express it.... yes she found out the truth.... the night with Mikael feeling his body, his touch, his.... love taught her that she always thought that she couldn't feel ANYTHING but the emotions she truly felt were only suppressed hidden deep inside her and were never suppose to come out but each time she died they did.... little by little....

Mikael was there on that day and he took advantage of her uncontrollable rage she fought and killed many vampires that night Elijah was almost one of them.... it was a few years after Mikael made love to her.... Mikael had found his sons in New Orleans he had also found her and saw that she was.... different.... there was.... nothing there when he looked at her no recognition she was just.... blank like she was waiting for orders and he gave them to her testing his "theory".... she did once say that he was her new "master" and wondered if that was still true.... she found and fought Klaus and Elijah the two men were confused and tried to get her to stop calling out her name as they fought her with worry and fear in their voice for they also saw the blank, blind, dark expression on her face and body.... Mikael smiled as he watched her slam her hand into Elijah's chest but he didn't stay to see what happened next.... it was just her and Elijah at the moment Klaus was knocked unconscious.... Elijah slid his hand tenderly up her cheek whispered her name lovingly with a worried tone pulled her close and kissed her lips sensually her eyes widened, her grip on his heart loosened and she looked up into his eyes "Lijah!?!"  she whispers with soft confusion as her hand slides out of his chest he looks down and smiles at her "Lijah.... I'm so sorry!.... I....!"  he kisses her again and whispers softly "it's okay!"   she shakes her head he lifts her head up to look at him and he smiles she sighs softly "Lijah!"  he lowers his head to her neck and teasingly says "it's only fair!"  she nods and he drinks he could have sworn he heard her let out a short breathy chuckle when he teased her he heard her erotic gasp as he bit into her and his hands slid down her body which made her skin tingle and quiver he lightly pushed her into the shadows then into an empty building....

Something came over Elijah that night a hidden emotion of his own what he feels for her came out in a way he NEVER acted upon as he made love to her that night and unlike his father he used his full force on her body with every movement he made inside her, on top and all around her biting and drinking from her as he made love to her..... the next morning he was back to being himself laying next to her in the bed holding her body close, kissing the top of her head which is what woke her up she looks down and takes his hand intertwining his fingers with hers "I remember the day you took my hand.... I didn't want to let go! but Henrik.... he came first!.... I wanted.... so much! and I could never act on what I wanted!.... what I felt!.... they made me with emotions I could never feel!.... just so I could.... pretend when necessary.... make them seem real!.... they're losing their control!.... and they are angry!.... each time I die a little bit of me surfaces..... becomes more real.... my emotions become mine.... not faked.... REAL!!.... and what power they had diminishes.... Lijah...."  she says softly looking up at him "no! never!.... I will never....!!"  he whispers she sighs but nods then says with a low soft sigh in her somewhat annoyed tone "I wasn't asking you that!.... I.... nevermind!"  she stands up sliding out of the sheets and walks away Elijah stands up and with his vampire speed walks over to her hugging her naked body close to him "what is it!?!"  he whispers softly into her ear "I.... think I love you!"  she slides out of his arms and disappears into the next room then out of the building itself.... after getting dressed of course.... by the time Elijah got over the shock of her words and came out of the bedroom she was gone and Klaus had taken her place by entering