My Heart Has Been Locked On You

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Yume is seriously ill after a night. She cannot find her friends for help and she does not want to find Subaru either. 

She does not know why, but she just does not want herself rely on him more...

Finally, she decides to go to the hospital by herself since the clinic at school is closed.

Yume's P.O.V.

I decide to go to the hospital alone. I don't want to make anyone worry. I don't want to disturb them from their own business.

I am now walking to the school gate. However, it is really difficult for me to do so in such a weak situation.

After leaving the dorm, I do not have anything for me to lean against. I have to walk slowly to prevent falling on the ground.

When I am staggering thinly, my vision is getting blurred. I cannot see the road clearly, so I always trip on something. Fortunately, I do not fall on the ground and get hurt finally.

Besides, my head is really heavy. And I feel very dizzy. My world is just like whirling in front of me. I unconsciously touch my head and attempt to do some massage in order to make it better. However, it does not really work. 

Due to the weight of my head and my weak body, I start losing my balance. My vision also loses gradually. I cannot feel anything except the pain of my head. I try my best to maintain my consciousness and continue my way.

I have to do it by myself.

One day, I will live alone too...

Therefore, I cannot rely on the others...

Finally, I see the school gate in front of me. I can feel joy inside my heart, unfortunately, due to this, I relax a little bit. I start losing my consciousness. My vision gets black. I start losing my balance and falling down to the ground.

I must hit the ground... I must hurt...

Out of my expectation, my body does not land on the cold ground, instead of it, I land on something warm. And I can hear a familiar male voice, which is filled with worry, nervousness and concerns.

I don't know why, I feel warmth in the bottom of my heart, growing and spreading.

I slowly open my eyes. A pair of beautiful sapphire blue eyes enter my vision.

" S-Subaru kun...? " 

I should know... It is him... The one I refuse to meet in this worst moment...

I slowly discover that I am hugged by him tightly after regaining my vision. I am shocked, but at the same time, I feel secure from this tight embrace...

This makes me have a impossible thought.

Maybe I am important to him...?

However, I truly know, this is impossible...

When I think of this, my heart is broken into pieces by an unknown reason.

I use all my energy to push him away from me, and stumble off.

I can notice the dismay and depression from his eyes. Unexpected agony suddenly fills my heart, but I think, it will slowly fade away, I hope...

Subaru's P.O.V.

I sigh when remembering the incident yesterday... 

Saotome san confessed to me and I refused her love directly.

I change into my blue tracksuit and go out for jogging. When I jog to the path near the school gate, I see Yume. 

At first, I am so happy to see her and I am going to surprise her secretly. However, with a closer look on her, I find that she is not right.

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