Bad Feeling.

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Hello you all. I know it's been a while since I last updated. I was busy with study. My pre midterm tests were going so I concentrated on study instead of writing the next chapter. So I won't bore you guys.
Enjoy.

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Taylor's POV

Love. Harry loved me back. It almost felt so surreal. Now looking back at my past self, constantly worried about the 'if he didn't felt the same' made me laugh. I was so nervous about when to tell him..how to tell him but it went so smoothly like something possessed me to say all those things. In that little moment I got so much courage to finally got those three words out of me and the 'little moment' turned into something so perfect. It made me learn that there was no such thing as perfect moment. It's just a simple moment that turn into something special by what we do and say.

Now back to the next step. Was I ready? Ready for him to..

To fuck you. Simple.

what..no. For us to make love.

Same thing.

Shut up. Great now I was talking to myself. Back to the real matter in hand. We loved eachother and..ugh. I just told him I loved him, why the hell I am worrying again.

Because you are afraid of him leaving you.

I sighed softly and ran a finger through my hair twirling the end of them between my forefinger and thumb. So maybe I was afraid and worried and insecure and nervous but weren't we all about our first time? It was normal to felt this way Taylor. Just take a deep breath. I told myself calmly. If I ever got to that point with Harry I will let it happen when it happens. That's it.

Phew! Easy peasy.

"Okay..you really are making me nervous by looking at me like that." Harry laughed out a little awkwardly and I blushed darkly snapping out of my thoughts. I was zoning out while staring at him. It must be so..wierd for him. I hope he didn't thought I was possessed by demons but he was the only demon here. Hehe. Got it?

"Sorry..I was just thinking." I told him with a light smile playing on my lips while he raised his eyebrows at me, taking my hand in his once again. "Oh about what if I may ask?" He locked our fingers together and I snuggled into his chest. The movie was over long ago but we stayed like this too comfortable to get up and change to another movie but what's the point? We weren't even watching it before. "Girl stuff." I replied with a shrug and he let the topic drop as he softly ran his finger through my hair which made me sigh in content. "Is it wierd that now I told you I love you..I wanna say it to you every time I look into your beautiful eyes?" Harry asked me suddenly and I smiled feeling the heat rushing to my cheeks. I shifted slightly and looked into his emerald orbs which held a little grey-ish tint them from the light coming from the TV.

"No." I replied and sat up a little placing a chaste kiss on his slightly chappy yet soft lips feeling him smile against my lips. "Not at all." I whispered brushing my lips against his softly, feeling his breath hiked up a little which made a smirk formed on my lips. "You will be the death of me." He said with a twinkle in his eyes. I couldn't help but laugh at his remark while tilting my head a little up to literally not laugh at his face. I looked back down at him and into his eyes that send chills down my spine. "If it makes you feel any better.." I started my hands behind his neck while my fingers brushed through his hair. "I feel the same." Harry chuckled softly letting go off my hand he placed his hand on my hip.

"I am glad." He replied and pulled me closer to satisfy his lips and that's how we indulged ourselves into another make out session on my couch in dim light coming from the TV.

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