Fragile Little Flame (Haylor)

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Hello my lovely innocent Bubbles! Even tho some of you are so far from innocent that even telescope won't be able to see you. Lol.. Hope you all enjoy this chapter. My innocent Bubbles.

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Taylor's POV

"Are you really sure about it Taylor?" Selena asked from her position on my bed. Her attention was more focused on the pretzel in her hand indicating that this question was running in her mind for awhile but she asked now. I pondered on the thought, myself. Was it a good idea to ask Jake to come with me? Not exactly but it was necessary. Selena would probably get busy with Niall as much as she reassure me she wouldn't leave me for a second. I didn't wanted it, knowing how much she seek such time with Niall. Bringing Jake with me will assure her that I won't be alone or bored nor having conflict emotion toward Harry even though as much as she was unsure about it. "Totally." I said glancing at her once more before going back to petting Mere. It was one of those rare moment when she willingly come to me and being affectionate like this but then again ever since my break up with Harry, she had been oddly affectionate. It was like she somehow figured what was wrong.

"Why are you not sure?" I asked as I picked Mere up and put her on my lap from the bed and awed as she curled up. I should take pictures again. "I didn't say anything about, me being unsure." Selena said and I looked over at her, "You did asked me about if I am sure or not." I pointed out and she smirked slightly, "Your question is already answered. I asked you if you are sure not me." Selena said with a shrug and I narrowed my eyes at her smart remark, "Now if you are done with being a smartass then answer genuinely." I told her as I went back to playing with Mere. How can a simple mew sound so cute? She literally was the precious cat. Along with Olivia. "It just..Harry will be there.." Selena said trailing off and I looked over, "My life doesn't revolve around him. Anymore and the last time I check you were the one who told me to forget about him." I said and Selena nodded her head like she was taking whatever I said in very carefully.

"Well I just don't want you to be all sad when Harry, if Harry acted badly toward Jake. But I totally think it won't happen. He isn't a fool." Selena went on trying to reassure me that her reasoning was lame but it did got me thinkifng. I kind of had an idea about Harry reacting badly but I was 1989% Harry wouldn't do anything like that. Selena thought that because she didn't knew Harry on my level. I have seen him through much to know how he would react to such situations. "Right.." I said quietly as my mind wandered to places. Tomorrow we would go to the club and see what would happen. Dwelling on what if's won't help now. Not even a bit. I had already asked Jake to come to the club with me so I couldn't unasked him now. I did believe that Harry wouldn't do anything rash but Selena unintentionally made me question my believe. After all these days I hardly have any idea what went around in his mind.

"So are really interested in Jake or just playing around with him?" Selena asked and I turned to her so she had my undivided attention, "I don't know. He makes me happy and when I am with him, I kind of forget about all my problems but.." I trailed off not knowing what I exactly didn't enjoy about him. "He isn't Harry." Selena completed and I sighed softly, closing my eyes before opening them to look at her again. "Why are you bringing up Harry over and over again?" I asked with an accusing gaze toward her. "You wanted to move on and that's what I am doing Selena." I told her firmly and she sighed before meeting my gaze, "Because I want the old happy and bubbly Taylor back. This isn't you. You are putting up this bitchy facade which isn't doing much to your case since everyone who know the real you can see straight through it. Including Harry." Selena said softly as she held eye contact with me. I averted my eyes away from her knowing she was right but my mind refused to believe her.